Kristina Zaharova - Kaut es spētu izlikties [Latvian]

I want to know the lyrics of this song ))) Could anybody help me translate them into English ))) Thank you )))

Kristina Zaharova - Kaut es spētu izlikties (Latvian)

Naktīs kad laiks uz brīdi grib stāt
Es gaidu kad
Tu man piekļausies klāt
Bet Tevis nav un nevar būt
Sāpes nekur nepazūd

Kaut es spētu izlikties
Ka Tu esi jau prom no prāta un sirds
Dievs, ja zini kā to spēt, iemāci
kā nemīlēt

Zini pie sirds, ka dvēselē dur
Zinu, ka Tu esi kaut kur
Kaut kur tepat, aiz sienas, aiz rūts
Visur kur reiz jau ir būts

Kaut es spētu izlikties
Ka Tu esi jau prom no prāta un sirds
Dievs, ja zini kā to spēt, iemāci
kā nemīlēt

Kādreiz jau es zināšu kā durvis aiz sevis vērt ciet
Tikai nelūdz man, tikai neliedz man
Man vienai iet

Kaut es spētu izlikties
Ka Tu esi jau prom no prāta un sirds
Dievs, ja zini kā to spēt, iemāci
kā nemīlēt

Kaut es spētu izlikties
Ka Tu esi jau prom no prāta un sirds
Dievs, ja zini kā to spēt, iemāci
kā nemīlēt
kā nemīlēt

At nights, when the moment longs to stay
I am waiting until
You will lay next to me
But you are not and cannot be
The pain never disappears

I wish that I could pretend
That you are away from my mind and heart
God, if you are able to, teach
Me how not to love

You know how it is for my heart, when my soul aches
I know that you are somewhere
Somewhere near, behind the wall, behind the pain
Everywhere where it all once were

I wish that I could pretend
That you are away from my mind and heart
God, if you are able to, teach
Me how not to love

There will be a time when I will know how to shut the door behind me
Just don’t beg me, don’t tell me no
Don’t tell me to go alone

I wish that I could pretend
That you are away from my mind and heart
God, if you are able to, teach
Me how not to love

I wish that I could pretend
That you are away from my mind and heart
God, if you are able to, teach
Me how not to love

How not to love
How not to love

i took some time to work on this song, i hope that you like this version of my translation...did use a little help from "Google translate" but i put my heart in it....i am from Latvia but i live in US