Not A Feeling

I’d kill you with my bare hands, insanely slow
But if you wouldn’t be here anymore
There wouldn’t be anything that I don’t know
There would be no silence to cut to my core

Now honestly, is there anyone else
That makes me laugh when I’m crying in the middle of the night?
With you I’m just myself
Which I hate and I cannot drag back to the light

-Chorus-
I love you for I can’t hate you at all
I just hate your eyes, the way they’re too deep for a fool
But that’s not a feeling, not a feeling
I love the sadness in the glass of your eyes
I just hate the way it’d have me mesmerized
But now really, that’s not a feeling

I’d stab you in the back, like you did to me
I’d sell my soul just so you feel my pain
But you’d stay quiet, I know you wouldn’t scream
I would only hear tears falling like rain

And honestly, it’s you, and you alone
With a soul almost just as dark as mine – too much like mine
I want to be alone
I’m running out of room, I’m running out of time

-Chorus-
Cause I love you for I can’t hate you at all
I just hate your eyes, the way they’re too deep for a fool
But that’s not a feeling, not a feeling
I love the sadness in the glass of your eyes
I just hate the way it’d have me mesmerized
But now really, that’s not a feeling

-Bridge-
I’ll never be further away from your heart, or mine
I’m the one who dies in this part of the story
I’ll die from too much love and hate at the same time
I’ll die for I’m not sorry

-Chorus-
That I love you for I can’t hate you at all
I just hate your eyes, the way they’re too deep for a fool
But that’s not a feeling, not a feeling
I love the sadness in the glass of your eyes
I just hate the way it’d have me mesmerized
But now really, that’s not a feeling

I can so relate to this. The dark feelings and cold emotion put into it really make it stand out. Utterly fantastic!

Thanks <3

This is good cuz it captures all the emotions. Nice job