Poem? Farsi to english please

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pCdPl...eature=related

Need to know what the guy reads from the paper from 00:00 till 1:11

Please someone translate <3

Someone ?

Hi there,
This is a letter he is writing to his late mother, hoping his father would read it and change his mind about remarriage.
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سلام مامان
salam maman
Hi Mom!

شاید من اولین پسری باشم که برای مادری که نیست نامه می نویسه
shayad man avalin pesari basham baraye madari ke nist name minevise
Maybe i am the first son who writes a letter to a mom who is not alive

البته فکر کنم که تو ما رو می بینی و از حال و روز ما خبر داری
albate fek konam to ma ro mibini o az halo roozemoon khabar dari
although, i think you see us and are aware of our circumstances

پس برات فرقی نمی کنه که برات نامه بنویسم یا حتی گوشی تلفنو بردارم و باهات حرف بزنم
pas barat farghi nemikone ke barat name benevisam ya hatta gooshie telephono bardaramo bahat harf bezanam
so it would make no difference for you whether i write a letter to you or even pick up the phone and talk to you

این کارو بارها کردم مخصوصا اون اوایل که تازه تو رفته بودی و منم بچه تر بودم
in karo barha kardam. makhsoosan oon avayel ke taze to rafte boodi o manam bache tar boodam
(as) i have done it many times.. specially when you had just left and i was also younger

خیلی دلم برات تنگ می شد
kheili delam barat tang mishod
i used to miss you so much

وقتی کسی خونه نبود گوشی تلفنو بر می داشتم و با تو حرف می زدم
vaghti kasi khoone nabood gooshie telephono bar midashtamo ba to harf mizadam
when no one was at home, I would pick up the phone and talk to you

هر چی می خواستم می گفتم اما جوابی نشنیدم
har chi mikhastam migoftam amma javabi nashnidam
i would tell (you) anything i wanted but wouldn't get any reply

گریه می کردم
gerye mikardam
i would cry

گاهی حتی التماس می کردم که حداقل تو خوابم بیای
gahi hatta eltemas mikardam ke hadde aghal too khabam biai
sometimes i would even beg you to come to my dream at least

یه بار اومدی
ye bar oomadi
once you came

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داری گریه می کنی؟
dari gerye mikoni?
are you crying?