My Song About Year 10

Some say I put myself in danger,
I say I was going through anger
Some say I was being reckless
I say I was being rebellious
But we both agree that mistakes aren't meant for me
I don't no who I am anymore.
I look in the mirror and just cant see.
who is staring back at me

Because that's not who I am, Or who I wanna be
I don't recognise the person telling these lies
But the tears just run down my face
Because I'm the only that cry's
And I'm the one that's dyein inside

People talk and say I was being heartless
But for once in my life I was being fearless
Some say I was being attention seeking
But what's that got to do with binge drinking
I wanted to escape reality
But then it came back to hit me
So I smoked a little more until I became poor
They say they get it
But they don't understand ****
They don't no who I am anymore then I do
So please just back off and kindly **** YOU
I'm not scared about who I turn into
I just pray they don't resemble you
Your such a hypocrite
All your talk is ****
Some are off playing
While I'm off self medicating

But that's not who am, Or who I wanna be
I don't recognise the person telling these lies
But the tears just run down my face
Because I'm the only one that cry's
And I'm the one that's dyein inside

You say my actions speak louder then words
But I was so high I was flying with the birds
You made me stop, then my world started to rock
And now a razor blade is my new weapon of choice
I sit in the darkness waiting for the blood and the redness
A shiver comes over my spine, but I still smile and say I'm fine
The razor becomes blunt, so I scream what the **** ****

But that's not who am, Or who I wanna be
I don't recognise the person telling these lies
But the tears just run down my face
Because I'm the only one that cry's
And I'm the one that's dyein inside

I pop the pills one by one
Think to myself this is easy done
Put one in my mouth
Take a sip
Lets just say **** titty nip
O my god what have I done
Looks like this was a little fun
Next minuet you know
I've hit the pillow
But then it comes my dreams are shattered
Unfortuanilty I'm not ****ing flattered
Someone didn't want me to die tonight
What about tomorrow you never no I might
Try again an other day
Picked up the gun what can I say
Bullet went in, I had a grin
Lets just say I couldn't finnnn-ish
What I started am I ****ing retarded
How hard is it to pull the triger
I just had to move my finger
But now I'm more disappointed then ever
For some reason I feel as light as a feather
Or that's right I'm high again
Mother ****er I hate yr 10

oh haha really, could you tell me where abouts to post it then? lol.

Originally Posted by CJCowen2

oh haha really, could you tell me where abouts to post it then? lol.

Try posting in the correct forum:

http://www.allthelyrics.com/forum/lyrics-review/

(p.s. What should this line be "The razor becomes blunt, so I scream what the **** ****"

and isn't motherfυcker one word? )