betrayed

this is me
now who the **** are you
everything i thought i knew about you turns out untrue

i ain’t really changed much
yeah it’s still the same me
you you went and changed up
from somethin that you used to be
somethin that we used to have
used to come so easily
everything can fade to black
excuses used so stupidly
you’re wearin thin on no patience
pushin all the wrong buttons
tried to give you due warnin
but you insist to start somethin
never took a ****in clue
can’t give me my damn space
pushin til your arms tired
guess until i’m pushed away
you can blame it all on me
in spectacular fashion
i was blamed for everything
so this is how it really happened
i don’t wanna start over i don’t wanna make up
you say all we do is fight
i’m startin not to give a ****
but i can’t vent my real feelins
i know you wouldn’t understand
i shout these words to no one really
just to get it off my chest
but it got me impressed
how we stuck it out for so long
used to think we were blessed
cursed i got it all wrong
is this love cuz this hurts
screamin til my voice gives
or at least for all that it’s worth
or till i just don't give a ****

between the screamin and the arguin the insults and text message
how we stuck it out for this long never quite what i expected
would’ve bailed out long ago somethin told me push through
but all of this for no reward now i’m doubtin me and you
give it time give it space watchin as the hours pass
tomorrow brings a new day watch you fade to my past

I don't really see a flow in this at all, but you got a subject, and a decent start to your rhymes. Keep messin with it and it can end up being good. Use more internal rhymes, alliterations, ect.