Don't you understand?
Why can't you see?
The horrors I try to hide?
Deep inside of me?
I'm not your savior
I'm not a saint
I'm just a laborer
Filled with hate
And I
Hide this monster inside
And I
Keep him locked up tight
And I
Fear myself the most
And I
Don't sleep through the darkest night
Don't get close to me
You cannot see it now
But trapped inside this body
Is something foul
Fear my own heart
It's cloaked in darkness
I can't lose control
Because I'm only heartless
And I
Hide this monster inside
And I
Keep him locked up tight
And I
Fear myself the most
And I
Don't sleep through the darkest night
Losing all control
I wonder how the blood tastes
I look at it all
With pleasure on my face
Is this who I am?
Am I this monster I see?
Or are you the only monster?
Left to taunt me?
And I
Hide this monster inside
And I
Keep him locked up tight
And I
Fear myself the most
And I
Don't sleep through the darkest night
And I
Cannot hold him in
And I
Don't believe in sin
And I
Will lose all control
And I
Will laugh as I open his door