Written as I quit smoking, go me


I've been stumbling through this desert for one, two many days
No water, no cigarettes, I can't even blaze
But I swear I see something up ahead in the haze
This craze, can't just be a simple trick of the mind
I can't find the easy way out this time
In this mirage I'm living the montage is gripping
Nearing the end of this inning
Where are the slaves? Start whipping
Mindset is shifting, blazing heat is chilling
I'm trying to make my grave, I'll just keep digging
In prayer I ask can you really kill the willing?

I've had enough of all this sand and dust
Bring the ocean back, water's a must
I can see through your lies, I can't help but trust
I'm steaming and you're about to spontaneously combust
Because you're a liar liar pants on fire
Spitting out your words, I'm calling ceasefire
Prior to your retirement
I fill your shoes with quick dry cement
Underwater no one hears your resent
Malevolence, your malcontent
There's no repent under God's consent
Now for your torment to the fullest extent
But it seems it's me that is descending
Life is ending, all my help is pending
My reflection befriending, best regards he's sending

Who would've known my future wasn't my own
I get to wear the crown but where I sit is no throne
Don't get to answer my phone or even pay off my loans
Life is so far away, just beyond a stones throw