Conflicting memories
Waiting for the sun to rise
Am I meant for this life forever
It's too hard to open my eyes
Constricting agony
Drowning in my own lies
Suffocating; without air
I don't want to open my eyes
Leading this life
Breeding this lie
Cut all the ties
I have to you
No longer wondering why
I will not try
Try to forgive
And let die
And the the chorus would come in here. I was listening to Tool, so they may have influenced the lyrics. :-)