FROM THE INSIDE OUT (NOW)
I thought I cut problem at the root
But every day, another black leaf
I'll take one more sip of pesticide
And leave the garden's fate
For mother earth to decide
It's a red hot day in my head
And no more will I pretend
That I've got any reason to live
Anything to say that's not been said
I'll just melt from the inside out now
My world turns inside out now
I thought I caught the bee by the wings
But there's always something more to these things
And the pain of being mistaken
Is much worse than a hundred bee stings
I never, ever thought I'd be taken
That I'd be taken down this way
Turned to a hive for all the little bees
Hanged from the top of my own trees
It's a blank white day in my head
And no more will I pretend
That I've got any time to live
To say more things I've already said
I'll just vanish from the inside out now
My world turns inside out now
Oh god, what's this all about now?
Why the **** would nature reject...
A misunderstood creature like me?
Oh no, don't you start to doubt now...
That the water does still reflect...
What is, not what could be
Don't you make the same mistake as me
I see now that I never had a chance
That I was always on the concrete path
I never did sway into the grass
The garden's fate, she did decide
Of course, it's the same as mine
The garden and I, together we live and die