the hills song once again

I don't know if anyone caught it. It played in the background in the middle of episode 3 probably more towards the beginning when they were showing lauren in teen vogue. The song sounds sort of indie-ish and the words i could get are "one of these days i'll finally be good" and then i thought i heard the line "wistful sun..or son" does anyone know what this song is called?

is it the one that goes "nobody knows you..who do you turn to..who do you turn to.." cause i've been looking for that song.