I Thought...

I THOUGHT...

I thought when I found the meaning of life
I’d know the next step I’d have to take
But in this universe, there’s no escape
In the mirror, always redundancy
Fitting perfectly in that square-shaped hole

I thought when I lost my fear of death
I had nothing to be afraid of
But inside my head, there’s still pain
I’ll never find any sort of peace in there
‘Cause there isn’t a damn thing I fear more
Than life

There may not ever be an end
An eternity to descend
There may not even be a start
Of this, always a part

I thought when I found another way
The previous door would close shut
Shut up the demons on the other side
They’re still haunting, swarming all over me
There’s nothing more I can do with this now
This life

Everything loses itself now

There may not ever be an end
An eternity to pretend
There may not even be a start
A living, breathing piece of art
Of this, always a part

Everything loses itself now
I dig a hole into what once was
Buried in emptiness, over my head
Everything swallows itself whole
I dig a grave into the blue sky
Buried in empty space, over my head
For the final time, I’ve been misled

I thought when day transformed into night
I’d run away, never be seen again
But in this forest, the wolves have spotlights
They make me blind and watch my every move
Follow my tail, my trail glows so bright
Bright white

I thought when I found it was all in my head
It would just go away and leave me be
But there’s still so much ****ing pain
I can never find any sort of peace here
‘Cause there isn’t a damn thing I fear more
Than life

There may not ever be an end
An eternity to descend
There may not even be a start
Of this, always a part

There may not ever be an end
An eternity to defend
There may not even be a start
Of this, always a part

There may not ever be an end
An eternity to descend
There may not even be a start
Of this, always a part