forgiveness

I try to find a cure....
To this sick disease... You gave me.

There is no vacines...
No remedys...no medicines that can save me.
No!!!!!

What is this sick disease!!! That we call love!!!!!
I overdosed off you!!!!your like a ****ing!!! Drug!!!!
Cant seem to heal!!!still fighting the infection!!!!
Decomposing from the inside!!!! Cause my self neglection!!!!

You say that im not the person that you once knew.
Well i wouldnt be this way if it wasnt for you.
You took this heart and tore it in two.
A thousand times.....thank you...
If this is love.....then i dont wanna fell it anymore...
I try to escape but i cant seem to find any doors.... that are open!!!!

Why wont you!!!! Just!!!! Let me die!!!!!
Our love is!!!! Dead!!! So tell me why!!!!! Why!!!!!!
You say you love!!!! You live this lie!!!
Its just to late!!!! I cant be revived!!!! All is lost!!!!

So much hurt from you i keep bottled inside..
So tonight i will not cry for you..
Always went along.. But i cant take this ride..
So im left behind.. To you......
So wave your last goodbye....
A tear falls from your cheek.. This is about broken hearts....This is about me.....
Our love is still there....
You just have to be able to seek.

Maybe!!!! Well meet!!!! Again!!! Some day!!!!
For a secound chance!!!! I could!!! Only pray!!!! Some way!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will!!! Get back!!! To you!!!! Some way!!!!!
I will!!!!!! Get back!!!!!! To you!!!!!! Some way!!!!!!!!!!!! Some way!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont know what to say..
Or how to feel...
Reality is now fiction..
And dreams are now real..
But i will live....
Threw this disease....

My!!!! Heart!!!!! Beat!!!! Gets stronger!!!!
I know!!! The pain!!! Wont last!!!! Much longer!!!!!

We had are times!!but now they are so threw!!!
That young man you once knew!!! Must now become anew!!
I want to take you back!!! Just so i can steal your heart!!!
Show you this whole new world!!!and before your eyes it falls apart!!!
This heartache is an art...
A portrait... Of the way things used to be...
And the beauty... That i used to see...
I still do ...
But now i look away...
Cause the meaning you took away...
The colors are now gray...
Everything begins to fade..
Like yesturday...... Yesturday!!!!

Forgiveness ......is weakness..
And to forget.... Is to much to ask...
My love and hate!!!!
Going hand and hand...
If it was meant to be...
I would have been that man...
Sunday morning.. Hung over again...
Look over to my side and i know your not going to be there!!!

Yeah!!!
Your words mean!!! Nothing!!nothing!!!nothing to me!!
Your words mean nothing!!nothing!!!nothing to me!!

You have decieved me...to many times!!!
You have decieved me...to many times!!!!!!

My heart becomes like broken glass!!!!
Just withered away and turned to ash!!!!
So now i ask!!!!
With all this hurt wiill i take you back!!!!
You ask for my forgivness!!!!
But my heart has bared witness!!!!
To the abuse mistaken for love!!!
Fasle faith mistaken for trust!!!
I cant forgive!!!!
I cant forget!!!!
Weakness!!!! Is in!!!! Exception!!!!
Truth!!! Is in!!! Deception!!!!

I dont know how many times...
I left and came back to you.....
Flawless on the outside...
Beaneath im battered and bruised...
Right in my face!!!
You have nerve to say!!!
You love me with a smile...you liar!!!!

You will never see the bruises!!!!
Im bleeding internaly!!!!
You can never heal these bruises!!!!
Im scared permanently!!!!!
So!!!!!
Let my soul burn....
Let my soul burn....
Let me burn in the flames... Where the worms do not die!!!
Let my soul burn....
Let my soul burn....
Let me burn in the flames... Where the worms do not die!!!!


If id knew where you have been...
I never would have went there...
All your insecurities...
And for yourself you dont care...
Cant believe this sh@t!!!
I feel so sick!!!!
You slept with him then me....im nauseous...

You will never see the bruises!!!!
Im bleeding internaly!!!!
You can never heal these bruises!!!!
Im scared permanently!!!!!
So!!!!
Let my soul burn....
Let my soul burn....
Let me burn in the flames where the worms do not die....
Let my soul burn....
Let my soul burn....
Let me burn in the flames where the worms do not die...

You dirty bit@h...you filthy *****... I cant beleive i ****ed you....
And to make the matters worst.....im ashamed to say i love you...
Sharing you with others...im not the first or the last...
If im reflection of you!!!! Ill put you threw the glass...
If im reflection of you!!!! Ill put you threw the glass!!!!

You will never see the bruises!!!!
Im bleeding internaly!!!!
You can never heal these bruises!!!!
Im scared permanently!!!!!
So!!!!
Let my soul burn....
Let my soul burn....
Let me burn in the flames where the worms do not die....
Let my soul burn....
Let my soul burn....
Let me burn in the flames where the worms do not die...

Whey cant we...just lye here..
And wacth our lives pass right before us....
Talks of the past....remembering the the good times....
Cause there will be no more of them for us!!!!

I sorry, i ask for your absolution!!!
You steady draw conclusions!!!
But still found no solutions!!!
I wish that we could stay in this constant state!!!
Love you so much i hate!!!
No need to fabricate!!!
No!!!!!
I cant alleviate....
But i !!!! Must!! Keep!! My!! Faith!!!!!
The pain!!! Does!!! Not!! Desist!!!!
I wish.. We'de...never...exist....
But!!! You!!! Must!!! Live!!!!

Cut this rope!!! From around my neck!!!!
I never meant for this....give me back the life i lived!!!!
Take this knoose!!!from around my neck!!!!
My feet hovered over terrain...its to late for what i did!!!!

The sand of time!!! Is blowing bye!!!!!
The sand of time!!! Is blowing bye!!!!!
The sand of time!!! Is blowing bye!!!!!
Right before our eyes...

I wish we could stay in this moment for eternity...
I never felt a better feeling then you next to me!!!
If i go to the depths of hell will you burn with me....
An everlasting fire like our compasion!!!!
Fixations with you..i cant figure what happened!!!!
I cant expalian....
I hope all my attempts arent in vain....
I hope that i can gain...
The most important thing back....
Your trust....
I must...
And visa versa...

Lets just watch..... Life pass us bye
lets just.... Waste and die
can we stay.. Forever...
In this moment... Us together...

Once i....felt that i needed you so much that i...
Couldnt live without you...i think suicide...
Swallowed by the grief...
Stole my heart little thief..
But for you it will not bleed..
And once you....told me you loved me so much... I.....
Foolishly believed in your... Lies.....
But now i see the truth...
I see that i was used..
Ive got nothing left to loose...

Once i...leaned on you...
You were... My... Crutch....
Needed so despretly.... Your touch...
But now im ignored...
So ill drink some more...
Till this is not reality....
Cause once ... I ..come back down....
So does the pain ...so...
I take the bottle..pop one..and swallow....
Utill i believe .....what i am seeing.....is really happing....

I cant believe...how could you leave me.....
When you know your were needed!!!!!
Dont wont to think of you ....
Dont want to hear your name...
No i wont even speak it!!!!
I love you!!!!
I hate you!!!
I love you!!!
Dont you ever!!!! Take!!!! Me!!!!! Back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Once you...was the one that i could talk ...to...
You was my guide to get me.... Threw....
But now im ignored...
So ill drink some more...
Till this is not reality....
Cause once.... I ....thought you would never leave me.... So....
I thought it was okay for me.... To... Go......
But i cant beleive....that what i am seeing... Is really happining...

One more.... Shot...
I said that i will but i cant... Stop...
Trapt under ice i see you on ...top...
And ill ignored...
And ill drown below....
Why wont you reach out to me....
Cause once.... I ....thought you would never leave me.... So....
I take the bottle..pop one..and swallow....
Utill i believe .....what i am seeing.....is really happing....

I cant believe!!! How could you leave me !!!!
When you know your were needed!!!!!!
Dont wont to think of you !!!!!
Dont want to hear your name!!!!!
No!!! I wont even speak it!!!!!
I love you!!!!
I hate you!!!
I love you!!!
Dont you ever!!!! Take me!!!!! Back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No, no, no,.. No, no,no.....no....[repeate]

dont you ever take me back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[now that we are done!!!!]
and we are just a memory!!!!
My best wishes to you!!!!
I hope that your happy!!!!
I hope you find that love!!!
And hope that it will last!!!
[you just keep moving forward!!!!]
and keep me in the past!!!
[dont you dare look back!!!!]
you been down that road before!!!
All i did was hurt you!!!
Dont reopen the soar!!!
You might have time to heal!!!
But you deserve much more!!!
This one may be closed!!!
But there still are!!! Are open doors!!!

You are to!!!
You are to!!! Beautiful!!!!

All the nights we fussed and fight...
I was wrong and you were right...
My hands around your neck... You cry..
Im sorry...
My actions i cant explain...
I guess love made me insane..
You have my heart whats left to gain...
Just kill me now!!!!

I realize were over!!!!
I wish that i was sober!!!
Then maybe i wouldnt have!!!!
Did what i have done!!!!
I slept with so many people!!!!
Didnt want you to have!! Anyone!!!..not even me!!!

You are to!!!
You are to!!! Beautiful!!!! [beautiful!!!]

you must pull away from me!!!!
Get away from!!!.............

Run away from me!!!.........
[you have to escape!!!!] me!!!!

All the nights we fussed and fight...
I was wrong and you were right...
My hands around your neck... You cry..
Im sorry...
My actions i cant explain...
I guess love made me insane..
You have my heart whats left to gain...
Just kill me now!!!!

My hands around your neck... You cry... [aaahhhh!!!! Aaahhhhh!!!]
i was wrong and you were right... [why wont you!!!]
you have my heart whats left to gain [run away!!!!! ]
just kill me now!!!!

I will!!!
I will bury!!!.... Myself!!!!
Worms inside of me....
Dug this grave!!!!!! For me to lay...
You have no will to leave!!!! But i will not stay.....

And i leave.... But i cant change without you....
But i cant change without you...
But i cant change without you......

I know ive done my wrong!!!!
Said it was my last song!!!!!
But this road seems so everlong!!!!
But i cant become a better me!!!!
Without you here next to me!!!

So forgive me....
Im sorry....
Please show compasion have some symphathy...
An emotion of anything...
Show me how to change...
You say that im the same....
Well without you i will remain!!!!

I made the same mistakes!!!!
Ive layed hands on your face!!!!
I can not whip them clean!!!!
The memories can not be erased!!!!
But i cant get much better!!!!
And why cant i just forget her!!!!!

So forgive me...
Im sorry...
Please show compasion have some syphathy...
An emotion of anything...
Show me how to change..
You say that im the same...
Well without you i will remain....

Yaeh!!!!
And i can not change without you here with me!!!!!
Images in my brain!!!! Its you i always see!!!!!
So help me!!!!! Become a better me!!!!
Cause ill remain the same!!!even after you leave!!!!!!

So forgive me...
Im sorry...
Please show compasion have some symphathy...
An emotion of anything...
Show me how to change...
You say that im the same....
Well without you i will remain...

And i leave.... But i cant change without you....
But i cant change without you...
But i cant change without you

This is your song!!!!
This is the last breaths i waste on you.... No more time!!!!!
I wont stay!!!! Even though i love you!!!!
We have to draw the line ....some where!!!!

But i will forgive you again....
Apologies not sincere....
The cycles the over agian....
Im hurt but i stay here...
But i want to go!!!!!
Layed lifeless my body stays a float!!!!!
Hanging from your rope....
Tangled with emotions....

All this time!!!!
And i cant still cant make it right!!!!
All of the lies...the deception!!!!
To distant cant make a connection!!!!
But i still reach out to you!!!!
Hoping that i will get threw!!!!
No words is said over the phone!!!!
Relize i talk to myself cause your!!!! Gone!!!!!

I remember....
When we where younger......
When the love was so much more stronger.....
And i remember...
When we where younger...
But now the thoughts are there no longer...

And i will forgive you for this....
Just be loved again.....
And i will forgive you for this.....
Even though you been with him....
No i wont ...no i wont ...
No i wont.. Forgive you for this...
No i wont ...no i wont ...
No i wont.. Forgive you for this...


And now im getting my closure!!!
Never meant to expose you!!!
All of the songs full of hate!!!
That i wrote to you!!!
And the ones full if love!!!!
That you recited and knew!!!!
This is the last breaths!!!!
That i will waste on you!!!
Cause each breath is death!!!!
The deeper i take!!!!
Like being with you
i just slowly drift and fade away!!!!
Away from!!!!you!!!!

Im crying.....
Im lying....
I can not reignight.... This fire...

Cant relight the fire!!!!
Cant relight the fire!!!!
Cant relight the fire!!!!

Cant relight the flames!!!!

The Only Pain I Feel Is From Emotional Stress.....
I Cant Even Feel The Knife You Stabbed In My Chest.....
And Now Im Layed To Rest.....

Gave My All!!!
A Mistake!!!
Appoligies Cant Never Make It Go Away!!
Dying Slow!!
From The Inside!!!
Why Try To Live When Theres No More Reason!!
In My Dreams!!!
In My Nightmares!!
I Try To Escape But I Always Find You There!!!

And Now I Feel No Pain Thats Physical!!!
Death Do Us Part That Was Literal!!
I Feel The Reckage From Being With You!!!
A Bullet In The Brain To Forget You....

I Try To Drink The Pain Away
But I Just End Up Drownig In Sorrow!!!
Put The Bullet In My Brain
And I Might Not Think Of You Tomarrow!!!

Bleeding In!!!
Crying Out!!!
There Is Truth Inside Of Your Lies Theres No Doubt!!!!
Playing Quick!!!!
Taking Risk!!
Did You Forget Im Not A Piece In Your Game!!!

And Now I Feel No Pain Thats Physical!!!
Death Do Us Part That Was Literal!!!
I Feel The Reckage From Being With You!!!
A Bullet In The Brain To Forget You....

I Try To Drink The Pain Away
But I Just End Up Drownig In Sorrow!!!
Put The Bullet In My Brain
And I Might Not Think Of You Tomarrow!!!

All The Pain I Inflict On Myself Is Nothing Compared To The Heartache You Gave Me!!
I Sniff This ****,take A Hit,then Slit My Wrist,obsessed With This *****, I Guess Im Crazy!!!....in Love!!!

And Now I Feel No Pain Thats Physical!!!
Death Do Us Part That Was Literal!!!
I Feel The Reckage From Being With You!!!
A Bullet In The Brain To Forget You....

I Try To Drink The Pain Away
But I Just End Up Drownig In Sorrow!!!
Put The Bullet In My Brain
And I Might Not Think Of You Tomarrow!!!

Ahhhhh...aaahhh.aaahhhhh...aaahhhh...ahhhhhhh....a aaahhahhhh..

I Gave You....my Heart To...
You Show Me Things.. I Never Knew....

(you Should Have Never...... Said I Love You Too......)

Your Chess Piece... You Played Me....
Can Not Say Its Love.. The Lust You Gave To Me....

(you Should Have Never...... Said I Love You Too.......)

Long Cold Nights....endless Fights....
I Say Your Are Even When I Know Im Right...

(i Should Have Never Said I Love You Too......)

Cant Escape...drunken Full Of Hate
Whats Done Was Done So Back I Can Not Take...

(i Should Have Never Said I Love You Too.....)

Ahhhhh...aaahhh.aaahhhhh...aaahhhh...ahhhhhhh....a aaahhahhhh..

And Now Standing At The Door....
Begging You For More....
I Know I Can Not Swim To You..
But Im Still Standing At The Shores...
Please Dont Be Mad At Me...
Forgive Me For My Jelousy....
Yeah Ill Beat The **** Out Of Him..
Cause If You Not Here With Me Then Thats Some **** I Dont Want To See!!!!

Ahhhhh...aaahhhh..ahhh.aaahhhhh...aaahhhh...ahhhhh hh....aaaahh.....

Please Dont Be Mad At Me...
Forgiveme For My Jelousy....
Yeah Ill Beat The **** Out Of Him..
Cause If You Not Here With Me Then Thats Some **** I Dont Want To See!!!!!

Broken Hearted Full Of Hate.....
Ahhhhh...aaahhhh..ahhh.aaahhhhh...aaahhhh..
All I See Is Red I Cant See Your Face...
Broken Hearted Full Of Hate.....

Your Lies Theres Seem No End To Them...
A Dose Of My Own Medicine???? [broken Hearted Full Of Hate.....]
I Said Before And Yet Again [all I See Is Red Cant See Your Face...]
This Cycle Will It Ever End.....

Ahhhhh...aaahhhh..ahhh.aaahhhhh...aaahhhh...ahhhhh hh....aaaahh.....

Please Dont Be Mad At Me...
Forgive Me For My Jelousy....
Please Dont Be Mad At Me...
Forgive Me Formy Jelousy....
Please Dont Be Mad At Me...
Forgive Me For My Jelousy....

(you Should Have Never...... Said I Love You Too......)
(i Should Have Never..... Said I Love You Too.....)

Ahhhhh...aaahhhh..ahhh.aaahhhhh...aaahhhh...ahhhhh hh....aaaahh.....

Ya Ill Beat The **** Out Of Him,
Cause If You Not Here With Me Then Thats Some **** I Dont Want To See!!!!!

(you Should Have Never...... Said I Love You Too......)

Ahhhhh...aaahhh.aaahhhhh...aaahhhh...ahhhhhhh....a aaahhahhhh..

I Gave You....my Heart To...
You Show Me Things.. I Never Knew....

(you Should Have Never...... Said I Love You Too......)

Your Chess Piece... You Played Me....
Can Not Say Its Love.. The Lust You Gave To Me....

(you Should Have Never...... Said I Love You Too.......)

Long Cold Nights....endless Fights....
I Say Your Are Even When I Know Im Right...

(i Should Have Never Said I Love You Too......)

Cant Escape...drunken Full Of Hate
Whats Done Was Done So Back I Can Not Take...

(i Should Have Never Said I Love You Too.....)

Ahhhhh...aaahhh.aaahhhhh...aaahhhh...ahhhhhhh....a aaahhahhhh..

And Now Standing At The Door....
Begging You For More....
I Know I Can Not Swim To You..
But Im Still Standing At The Shores...
Please Dont Be Mad At Me...
Forgive Me For My Jelousy....
Yeah Ill Beat The **** Out Of Him..
Cause If You Not Here With Me Then Thats Some **** I Dont Want To See!!!!

Ahhhhh...aaahhhh..ahhh.aaahhhhh...aaahhhh...ahhhhh hh....aaaahh.....

Please Dont Be Mad At Me...
Forgiveme For My Jelousy....
Yeah Ill Beat The **** Out Of Him..
Cause If You Not Here With Me Then Thats Some **** I Dont Want To See!!!!!

Broken Hearted Full Of Hate.....
Ahhhhh...aaahhhh..ahhh.aaahhhhh...aaahhhh..
All I See Is Red I Cant See Your Face...
Broken Hearted Full Of Hate.....

Your Lies Theres Seem No End To Them...
A Dose Of My Own Medicine???? [broken Hearted Full Of Hate.....]
I Said Before And Yet Again [all I See Is Red Cant See Your Face...]
This Cycle Will It Ever End.....

Ahhhhh...aaahhhh..ahhh.aaahhhhh...aaahhhh...ahhhhh hh....aaaahh.....

Please Dont Be Mad At Me...
Forgive Me For My Jelousy....
Please Dont Be Mad At Me...
Forgive Me Formy Jelousy....
Please Dont Be Mad At Me...
Forgive Me For My Jelousy....

(you Should Have Never...... Said I Love You Too......)
(i Should Have Never..... Said I Love You Too.....)

Ahhhhh...aaahhhh..ahhh.aaahhhhh...aaahhhh...ahhhhh hh....aaaahh.....

Ya Ill Beat The **** Out Of Him,
Cause If You Not Here With Me Then Thats Some **** I Dont Want To See!!!!!

(you Should Have Never...... Said I Love You Too......)

I'd Love To Taste Your Blood,
Your Flesh Between My Teeth....
[ I Have This Inner Hunger That I Must Feed!!!! ]
I Can Smell Your Fear,
As It Pours Through And Seeps.....
[ Just Your Screams Aint Enough!!! I Want To Hear You Plead!!!!! ]
Eternal Life Ill Give!!! Just One Bite On The Neck!!!!!
But This Is Your Choice!!!
But This Is Your Choice !!!say Yes!!!!!
Darkness Will Decend!!! Upon Your Soul!!!!!!
Felt Like Piecies Were Missing!!!well Now You Will Become Whole!!!!!


But She'll Never Get To See The Sun Again.....
So Beautiful In Your Eyes,
But Now Swallowed By The Night......
And She'll Never Get To See The Sun Again.....
Still Beauty In Your Eyes,
It Glows From The Moonlight...
[ This Is The Eternal Bond!!!!! ]

And I Give To You My Love Unconditional.....
And This World Will Be Is Yours!!!!!
Youll Will Have All Control!!!!!
And I Promise You...
Ill Stay Right By Your Side....
Forever And Always!!!!
This Is The Eternal Bond!!!

The Bite Marks On Your Neck!!!
Its Never Look So Good!!!!!
This Is Our Destiny!!! I Always Knew We Would!!!!!
Will You Take My Hand!!! And Will You Make The Vow!!!!!
And This Worlds Recunstruction!!! Will Begin Now!!!!!

But She'll Never Get To See The Sun Again.......
So Beautiful In Your Eyes,
But Now Swallowed By The Night.....
And She'll Never Get To See The Sun Again......
Still Beauty In Your Eyes..
It Glows From The Moonlight...
[ This Is The Eternal Bond!!!!! ]

Skies Of Blackness Oceans Of Red....
The Souls Are Sreaming The Flowers Are Dead... [ This Is Our World!!!!! ]
So This Is What I Have To Offer
A Life Of Love With Brutal Slauaghters...
And The Birth Of An Evil Seed
With A Thirst And The Hunger To Feed [ This Little Girl!!!!! ]
You Have Your Mothers Eyes
All I Can See Is The Death Inside......you....

Here I Brought These Roses For You!!!
I'll Set Them On The Ground Beside You!!!
Its Been So Long I Think Ill Stay A While!!!
The Times Are Hard but I Still Try To Smile...for You!!!

Turn Back The Hands Of Time
The Clocks Are Broken!!!
So Much Still Held In
Still Words Unspoken!!!
I Try To Find The Fix
Cause I Feel Broken!!!
I Seem To Lost My Faith
But Im Still Hoping!!!

Now I See You Threw The Glass....
Just A Memory Of The Past....
But It Seems Just Like Yesturday.....
I Still Can Feel Yor Kiss.....
Every Time I Reminice....
No Happiness With Out You.....

If I !! Could Reach Your Clock And Turn Back The Hands Of Time!!
If I !! Had Payed More Attention I Might Have Seen The Signs!!
If I !! Could Show You That I Loved And Somebody Did Care!!
If I !! Could See Your Face Run My Fingers Threw Your Hair!!

Back Laying On Your Grave!!!
And Im Screaming Beating My Fist Into The Dirt!!!
Is This Is Life Then Tell Me What Its Worth!!!
All I Feel Is Pain And All I Do Is Hurt!!!
Unless Im Hear With Her!!...no Purpose On This Earth!!!!

Even Though You Withered Away
Your Beauty Is Forever......

[ Body Is Dacayed ..]
[ But Your Beauty Is Forever..] ( Yeah Yeah)
[ Body Is Dacayed..]
[ But Your Beauty Is Forever..] ( Yeah Yeah )
[ Body Is Dacayed..]
[ But Your Beauty Is Forever..] ( Yeah Yeah )
[ Body Is Dacayed..]
[ But Your Beauty Is Forever..] ( Yeah Yeah ) Oohh.....

Baby Girls Annonymous
Can I Know Your Name,
Even Though Im Spitting It
I Dont Play No Games,
Your Man Is Not The Same,
He Can Never Be Ezze,
Does He Make You Grab The Sheets,
Put Quivers In Your Knees,
Cant Stand Up On Your Feet
Relax And Let It Flow,
And If Theres Something On Your Mind
Baby Let Me Know,
If You Coming Then I Go,
She Said She Wants It Deep,
Holiday Puts You To Bed
We'll I'll Put You Asleep...

Let Me Holla At You Girl
All I Wanna Do Is Talk,
I Like Your Sexy Smile
Girl I Like The Way You Walk,
All I Need Is A Minute
Maybe Even Two,
Cause When I Spit To You
Girl Im Bound To Get Through,
I Done Peeped Your Whole Crew,
And You Caught My Eye,
And If I Cant Have You
Baby Can I Try,
cant Let You Pass Me Bye,
Girl I Gotta Know,
And If She Says No,
Then I Guess I Gotta Go
On To The Next,
The Next
On To The Next,
The Next
On To The Next,
The Next......

She Said That She's A Nasty Girl
She Said That She's A Freak,
Ill Give It To You Anytime
Wake You Out Your Sleep,
Dont Have To Show Me Everything
Baby Just A Peak,
We Play A Game Girl,
You Hide And Then I Seek,
Ill Find You In The Sheets,
And Then Ill Sex You To The Beat,
Im In You Like The Streets,
And You That I Get Deep,
You Know That Im A Freak,
I Dont Need To Say Nothing,
Aint No Need For Talking
Girl You Know Just What Im Wanting.......

Let Me Holla At You Girl
All I Wanna Do Is Talk,
I Like Your Sexy Smile
Girl I Like The Way You Walk,
All I Need Is A Minute
Maybe Even Two,
Cause When I Spit To You
Girl Im Bound To Get Through,
I Done Peeped Your Whole Crew,
And You Caught My Eye,
And If I Cant Have You
Baby Can I Try,
cant Let You Pass Me Bye,
Girl I Gotta Know,
And If She Says No,
Then I Guess I Gotta Go
On To The Next,
The Next
On To The Next,
The Next
On To The Next,
The Next......

Why You Gotta Be Anonoymous
Can I Get To Know Ya,
You Thinking That Im All Talk
Well Im About To Show Ya,
Lift Your Legs And Fold Ya,
Right Over My Shoulder,
She Said She Likes It Missionary
I Can Be You Soilder,
Be The One To Hold Ya,
If You Let Me Be,
You Say You Wanna "g"
Then Baby Come And Get With Ezze,
See "e" Knows How To Please,
And "e" Knows How To Tease,
Ill Open Up Your Everything
Girl I Got The Keys.....

Let Me Holla At You Girl
All I Wanna Do Is Talk,
I Like Your Sexy Smile
Girl I Like The Way You Walk,
All I Need Is A Minute
Maybe Even Two,
Cause When I Spit To You
Girl Im Bound To Get Through,
I Done Peeped Your Whole Crew,
And You Caught My Eye,
And If I Cant Have You
Baby Can I Try,
cant Let You Pass Me Bye,
Girl I Gotta Know,
And If She Says No,
Then I Guess I Gotta Go
On To The Next,
The Next
On To The Next,
The Next
On To The Next,
The Next......

I SEE MY WORLD
CRASHING DOWN AROUND ME,
YOU SEARCH FOR THE TRUTH
INSTEAD YOU FOUND ME,
YOU KEEP PULLING ME UNDER
SHES TRYING TO DROWNED ME,
BUT STILL I REACH THE SURFACE,
SO TELL ME WHATS THE PURPOSE....

ALL I WANT FROM YOU IS
NOTHING AT ALL,
BUT YOU WONT HEAR IT WONT SEE IT
THE TEARS WONT FALL,
THE PHONE KEEPS RINGING
BUT I WONT ANSWER THE CALL,
CAUSE ALL I WANT FROM YOU IS
NOTHING AT ALL....

YOUR POINTING THE FINGER
AND PLACING THE BLAME,
IF YOU ONLY KNEW
YOUR TEARS ARE IN VANE,
IN A PERFECT WORLD
ID NEVER KNOW YOUR NAME,
A DIFFERENT STORY
BUT THE END IS THE SAME....

ALL I WANT FROM YOU IS
NOTHING AT ALL,
BUT YOU WONT HEAR IT WONT SEE IT
THE TEARS WONT FALL,
THE PHONE KEEPS RINGING
BUT I WONT ANSWER THE CALL,
CAUSE ALL I WANT FROM YOU IS
NOTHING AT ALL....

CAUSE YOUR EVERYTHING!!!
BUT SILL NOTHING TO ME!!!
MY BREATH OF AIR!!!
BUT WONT ALLOW ME TO BREATHE!!!
AND YOU ARE MY EYES!!!
BUT WONT ALOW ME TO SEE!!!
AND YOUR IN MY DREAMS!!!
BUT WONT LET ME SlEEP!!!!

[ AND THIS IS THE END OF ALL THINGS...]
[ OR SHOULD WE JUST PUSH ON WITH NO MEANS..]
[ IS THIS THE END OF OUR TIME...]
[ OR DO WE BTH STAY AND WASTE LIFE....]

ALL I WANT FROM YOU IS
NOTHING AT ALL,
BUT YOU WONT HEAR IT WONT SEE IT
THE TEARS WONT FALL,
THE PHONE KEEPS RINGING
BUT I WONT ANSWER THE CALL,
CAUSE ALL I WANT FROM YOU IS
[ NOTHING AT ALL!!!]

I BEEN LONELY
I BEEN WAITING FOR YOU,
IM PRETENDING
AND THATS ALL I CAN DO,
THE LOVE I SENT
AINT MAKING IT THREW TO YOUR HEART......

WHEN I DO LEAVE
I DONT WANNA LEAVE WITH NOTHING,
I CAN SAY I LEAST
TRIED I CAN SAY I DID SOMETHING,
I AINT WANTING WHAT YOU WANTING,
IM ON SOME OHTER SH@@,
GET THE F@#K OFF MY TIP,
GO RIDE ANOTHER D@CK,
GO F@#K ANOTHER TRICK,
YALL NIGG@S CHASE TAILS,
IM TRYNA STACK MAIL,
SO I CAN POST BAIL,
NO I NEVER WENT TO JAIL,
BUT IM STILL DOING TIME,
I DONE LOST A LOT OF BATTLES
FIGHTING IN MY OWN MIND,
MAN IM BLEEDING IN THE RHYME
AND I AINT TALKING BOUT THE INK,
BUT ITS POURING OUT THE POURS
EVERY TIME THAT I DRINK,
EVERY TIME THAT I THINK,
THE IMAGE ISNT VIVID,
BUT IM THINKING ABOUT
YOU EVERY TIME THAT I SPIT IT,
EVERY TIME THAT I GET IT,
I DO THIS FOR US,
COUPLE G's ON THE HAND
BABY GIRL STOP THE FUSS.....

I BEEN LONELY
I BEEN WAITING FOR YOU,
IM PRETENDING
AND THATS ALL I CAN DO,
YOU STEPPED ON THEM
TO MAKE YOUR WAY TO THE TOP,
BUT THERES SOMETHING YOU FORGOT......

YOU FORGOT ABOUT THE LOVE
YOU FORGOT ABOUT MY WORDS,
YEAH IM OUT HEAR ON THE CURVE
BUT I DO THIS FOR HER,
CAUSE I FEEL THAT SHE DESERVES
THE FINER THINGS IN LIFE,
AND IF YOU ACT RIGHT
GIRL YOU PROBALLY BE MY WIFE,
YEAH WE ARGUE AND FIGHT,
BUT WE LOVING BY THE NIGHT,
ILL HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS
GIRL KEEP YOU HELD TIGHT,
ILL GRIP YOU LIKE THE MIC,
THE PEN WHEN I WRITE,
AND IN MY DARKNESS
GIRL YOU CAN BE MY LIGHT,
[ AND IN MY DARKNESS
GIRL YOU CAN BE MY LIGHT ],
SEE YOU CAN BE MY SIGHT,
SHOW ME THE WAY,
I PUT THE PEN TO THE PAGE
WHEN I FEEL I CANT SAY,
SOMETIMES I CANT PRAY,
I DONT TALK ABOUT MY SINS,
AND JUST CAUSE IM WITH THEM
THAT DONT MEAN THEYRE MY FRIENDS.....

I BEEN LONELY
I BEEN WAITING FOR YOU,
IM PRETENDING
AND THATS ALL I CAN DO,
THE LOVE I SENT
AINT MAKING IT THREW TO YOUR HEART......
AND THERES SOMETHING YOU FORGOT......

FORTUNE AND FAME,
NA THAT AINT MY AIM,
WHEN I CAME IN THIS GAME,
HELD MY HEAD DOWN IN SHAME,
CAUSE I FEEL THAT IM TO BLAME,
FOR MY MOTHER DOING CANE,
SO I GUESS WE THE SAME,
DIFFERENCE IS MINE IS JANE,
EITHER WAY IT KILLS THE BRAIN,
AINT NO REASON TO FEEL ASHAMED,
WHAT WAS LOST YOU WILL GAIN,
IT NEVER LEAVES ITS LIKE A STAIN,
ITS EMBEDED IN YOUR BRAIN
SO YOU CAN NEVER FORGET,
I DONE DID A LOT OF SH@T
BUT I NEVER REGRET,
F@#K MONEY RESPECT,
THEY SAY IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER,
YOU CAN STAND UNDER YOUR UMBRELLA,
I MAKE IT RAIN WITH BURRETA,
ECETERA,
EXTRA BARS CAUSE I GOT MORE TO SAY,
AND IF YOU MAKE IT THREW THE NIGHT
THEN YOU MIGHT SEE THE DAY....

I BEEN LONELY
I BEEN WAITING FOR YOU,
IM PRETENDING
AND THATS ALL I CAN DO,
THE LOVE I SENT
AINT MAKING IT THREW TO YOUR HEART......

Bootled Inside
Scared To Come Out,
Was A Meaningless Child
Less Of All Doubt,
He Chose Not This Route,
Drove Not This Road,
Not Burned By The Flames
Not Feeling The Cold......

When I Die Hear Alone
With No One Hear To Comfort Me,
Will I Pray
For Some Some Serinity,
God Has Forsaken Me,
Or Have I Forsaken Him,
I Know Theres Still Faith Inside
But I Cant Find Within,
I Have Done The Devil Sin,
I Have Done The Devils Deed,
Giving What Was In Need,
The Human Alchemy!!!!

[ Not Felling No Grief ]
[ Stole My Heart Little Thief ]

Should I
Live In This Fable...
Alice In Wonder Land,
Never To Know The End,
Run Rabbit Run
Go Have Your Fun
Go Pay In The Sun
For It Will Not Last
Whats Present Becomes Past...

Cause Time Everlast
That Meaning Forever
Will We Stay Together...

So Much Hate I Cant Feel The Love
When You Say Those Words To Me,
Its As Meaningless As Life,
Is This To Be Our Destiny,
I Wait But Theres No End,
Cause Forevers An Eternity,
Maybe In A Different Life We Could Be....

You Bring The Hatetred Out Me....
Now I Have Found My Evil Ways....
You Made A Difference In Me.......

So Much Hate I Cant Feel The Love
When You Say Those Words To Me,
Its As Meaningless As Life,
Is This To Be Our Destiny,
I Wait But Theres No End,
Cause Forevers An Eternity,
Maybe In A Different Life
We Could Be.... Be!!!!!! Be!!! Be!!!!!!!

Lay Me Down To Rest,
Lay Me Down To Sleep,
Let Me Decompose
With All The Things That Are Beneath,
Let Me Feel The Flames,
But Will I Call Thy Name,
Guilty By Thy Shame,
I Stand In Acid Rain..

Its Falling Down
And Melting Me Away,
I Can Not Be Saved
From This Acid Rain,
Driving Me Insane,
It Hits My Window Pane,
Its Washing Me Away,
This Acid Rain....

The Color Starts To Fade
My Heart Begins To Tarnish,
I Can Not See The Truth
So Does That Make Me Dishonest,
I Know That Nothings Promised,
And Nothing Ever Last,
Not Able To Move Foward
Still Dwelling In The Past,
But Time Is Moving Fast....

Its Pouring Down
And Melting Me Away,
I Can Not Be Saved
From This Acid Rain,
Its Driving Me Insane,
It Hits My Window Pain,
Its Washing Me Away,
This Acid Rain....

I Can Not Be Saved!!!
I Can Not Be Saved!!!
I Can Not Be Saved!!!

From This Acid Rain!!!

Dont Party Like A Rockstar I Bang That Heavy Metal,
Yeah Ill Dig My Own Graveya Can Keep Your F@@king Shovels,
Live Life In The Fast Lane So My Foot Stays On The Peddle,
Picking Ya Bi@@hes Off Like Flowers Is Done With Peddles,
Others Aint On My Level,
So I Guess Thats Why Im Different,
Brain So High I Stay Fly Thats Why Im Distant,
Dummy Read The Footprints I Leave In The Sand,
And I Could Already Tell The Futre By Whats In The Palm Of Your Hand,
Alot Of People Dont Understand,
Or Know What Im On,
Guess Im Feeling The Haise I Guess Im Off In The Zone,
Whlie Others Moving Along,
As I Look Threw The Glass,
Stairing Threw My Rearview As I Reflect On My Past,
Poured Out A Little Liquar Let Out A Sick Laugh..

Sometimes The Sun Shines Threw The Rain,
And Sometimes The Rain Just Falls,
If You Dont See The Light Then Its Dark,
And Sometimes...no One Can Hear Your Call!!

I Know Alot Of Yall Hate Me And I Aint Even Begun,
Alot Homies Turn Bi@@h And I Aint Gonna Name One,
This Is Not What I Become,
More Rather What I Been,
Born In This World Of Sins,
Crooked Smiles Evil Grins,
Yall Talk About Your Divi Dens
Dont Give A F@@k Bout Cho Money,
Rapping Bout How He Eating Good
And Nigg@s Out Hear Still Hungry,
Same Clothes Im Looking Bummy,
Dont Give No F@@k Bout No B@@tch,
My Only Motive In Life Is That Im Dying To Live,
This Kid Is Sick,
Na He Just Need Some Attention,
Maybe Its An Addiction,
What Type Of Drugs Where Did You Get Em,
No Everybody Wanna Get In,
Everybodies An Addict,
But I Dont Like The Addict So Will Call It A Habit,
Still Chasing That White Rabbit,
But I Never Catch It,
Im Suppose To Learn A Lesson
But I Never Seem To Get It,
No Control Im Living Wreckless,
You Said Youll Die For That Kneckless??

Sometimes The Sun Shines Threw The Rain,
And Sometimes The Rain Just Falls,
If You Dont See The Light Then Its Dark,
And Sometimes...no One Can Hear Your Call!!

[ The Sun Shines Down On To Me]
[sometimes I Stand Cold And Lonely]
[sometimes I Am Here With No One]
[some Times There Just Is No Sun]

Sometimes!!sometimes!!sometimes!!!!!!!

Sometimes The Rain Just Falls!!!!
The Absence Of Light Is Dark!!!!

The Whole World Screams In Terror,
Horses Coming From The Air,
The Is No Hope...

The Whole World Screams In Terror,
Horses Coming From The Air,
The Is No Hope...

Dont Run Dont Hide
This Is An End To A New Beginning,
A New Day Will Dawn
When No One Is Longer Living.

You Say You Have Your Faith!!
Now Face The Darkest Days!!
You Fall To Knees And Pray!!
But You Will Not Be Saved!!
Now Burn In Pits Of Flames!!
The Screams Of Agony!!
This Might Seem Like A Nightmare,
But This Ais Just A Dream To Me!!
See Just What I See!!
Black Figures Smiling Teeth!!
Eating Me Alive Until I Feel No Grief!!

[ Enter The Light Or The Dark ]
[ Listing To Your Brain Or Your Heart]
[ You Know Whats Real And Whats Not ]
[ So You Can Beleave If You Want ]

So Long Its Been Since Ive Seen The Shadows!!
No One Else Here With Myself I Battle!!

So Long Its Been Since Ive Seen The Shadows!!
No One Else Here With Myself I Battle!!

Im Sitting In The Corner,
And Stairing Down At You!!
Did Youll Fell My Breath,
Or Did You Hear It To!!
The Darkness Now Consumes,
Light Does Not Prevel!!
Save Your Little Prayers Cause,
Your Going Strait To Hell!!

Dont Run Dont Hide
This Is An End To A New Beginning,
A New Day Will Dawn
When No One Is Longer Living.

The Whole World Screams In Terror,
Horses Coming From The Air,
The Is No Hope.........