Song title : Suicidal
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w4LEGckTHaU - Listen and read
Through my past weeks I’ve hit the roughest of my streaks
Losing track of what I held to my back
Pretty sad of the fact , So many things to see in face
Burning me to a crime rate , I’ll push my life to stakes
Cause really I hate life , I wish something magical would make me die
Where I wouldn’t even try , I’m not whining
No more point for climbing , cause over this hill
is another problem to fill , caused at my own will
But I’m not losing my elevation , Just I’m not caring of whats taking
I lost all I have now my own being is on rack
Up for sale , and let me tell the wicked tale
I’d be an aberration if I wasn’t brazen
I’m clairvoyant , Straight flamboyant
but I’ve lost my sanity , Who’s a fan of me
Relate to what we all have to take
Simple pain , when can we make it all drain
I wish it wasn’t able to exist , I’m a anachronistic
I’m Loc’d out on what my mind stroked out
Deep sinful games built me into rough strains
Call me the roughest of the toughest
Cause I can still feel my ambition , **** it if I’ll be missing
I’m my own lyrical dictionary , call it pictionary , it’s exemplary
Stop with my sad digression , truly effecting
I was my own father figure , then life squeezed the damn trigger.
When I’m long gone , Reminisce to this song
Cause every word is a emotion to my moment devotion
Pictured this scene like a motion , It’s a captured event
that my past was to be sent , The truths up end
I knew it was all coming , Nights I cried bummin’
One little girl put this mind state rugged , I’m about to say **** it
It’s driving me insane , Insides in vain from the eternal pain
But I’m still burning , 1 step at a time I’m learning
From MDI to the town where everyone had to get by
Where every ***** was to lie , Tremont ****s , we hope you die
The one’s to play haughty , My every move on your asses is naughty
Here’s my impute to why you made me dispute
This is my life forbearance , My mind is on clearance
I know one thing true , Call it lifes clue
Stick by yourself , and only you
**** everything else , Only live for your god damn self.
With the darkest of the dark trying to change my heart
I gotta remain smart , cause when I feel death
I’m the one steal stealth , thats my wealth
Is proving that everything can be taken away if you just back what the **** you say