I try to start my life anew,
Holy and new.
But my past still haunts me,
Rearing up, it taunts me.*
And it's so hard when i'm alone,
Cause I'm not comfortable at home.*
And i pray for the strength i need,
But I'm getting week in the knee.*
And it's hard to move on,
When something stupid,
Had such a grip on me.*
I seek endurance,*
Low on patience ,
Cloudy conscience.*
I'm running low.*

I might write more to this... Eh... I feel horrible.