What's the use of a better future if we throw away our past
What's the meaning of a good thing if the good things never last
And what's the purpose of this life if we livin' it too fast
I don't got answers to these questions so why do I even ask

She layin' on my bed covered by a blanket
Hundred miles gone, not what we depicted
Another day so long, not what we were gifted
But at the same time it's a gift if you've the patient to relinquish
I wanna give her all my soul but she says my soul is tarnished
She try to take over control but I know it's really garbage
I know she doesn't trust me, even when I'm honest
Does she want me to let go, or want me to keep on with
It's a shame we didn't know, we could've had it all, ****

Damn I miss the old days of long joints and cold drinks
And skatin' through this whole life somethin' like an ice rink
We're in the big leagues now but we didn't hear the glass clink
No one purposed a toast and no one cares how I think
You either swim or float and if you don't then you just sink

Fightin' with me constant then you're laughin' on the phone
Complainin' that you miss and yet you're never home
She tellin' me just kiss me yet her lips are closed
This is not a home, maybe when we're gone
I'm always the bad guy, she is never wrong
Runnin' out of patience but I want it all to work
And she's pushin' all my buttons til she's driven my berserk
Try to push it all out and focus on my work
Cuz I've a lot on the line, without enough time
My future dark or sublime, put it all on the table
Used to be my rock, now it's so unstable
And I cannot talk to you so instead I'll write a rap
Till it all blows over or you tell me it's a wrap
And I'll love you if you let me but it's lyin' in your lap