Bullet Holes in my Misery

leave me to wallow in my stew of loss and loneliness
mind darkened by the holes in my mental sky
the way I feel is too sophisticated for human words
I’d rather sit and watch as life just passes by

lock an' load
you get ready to go
you shoot me down,
shoot me down
don't leave me alone
your fire is swift
a bullseye in my wings
your cruel redemption
Bullet Holes in my Misery

I want to rot inside my skull out of the public's gaze
everybody hates me and so I lock myself far away
I keep up the act to try to actively synthesise
the feelings you fear and try to keep at bay.

lock an' load
you get ready to go
you shoot me down,
shoot me down
don't leave me alone
your fire is swift
a bullseye in my wings
your cruel redemption
Bullet Holes in my Misery

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

no get away, I'm a forgotten soul
nobody could ever care about a weak **** like me
I'm all alone and I hate the world that hates me
I despise myself, I claw the skin from my worthless face
to hide away all the flaws that mark me down.
I hate. I hate. I Hate. I HATE!!!!!

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!

lock an' load
you get ready to go
you shoot me down,
shoot me down
don't leave me alone
your fire is swift
a bullseye in my wings
your cruel redemption
Bullet Holes in my Misery