This a troubling song for some people who have read it, and I've caused a bit of a stir amongst my family and friends, but I still had to get this out there, lol. It's got nothing to do with me. It's just another story-type song. Just a troubling, sad one. From the perspective of a lost, suicidal kid, who's just tired of crying out for help. This is his final good-bye. Sorry in advance if it's too much for some people. I promise you, this is nothing I currently feel. I'm no longer that person. That being said, here's the song:
Break Me Open
I scream out loud as my world decays
Found myself but it was taken away
Holding tight to what’s left of me
But it’s the pain that lets me know I’m free
I feel the bones break through my skin
Anxiety as poison pours in
Drenched in the blood that brings me home
The voice inside says I’m not alone
Bring the blade across the throat
Releasing pain, free of hope
Now I’m at ease within my head
Although I’ll die, I feel alive again
So break open this chest of mine
There’s nothing left, nothing inside
I emptied my soul to escape the fear
Never thought the pain would lead me here
So break me open…
Break, break me open…to find me dead inside
I fall further away and I lose myself
Leaving behind this world for Hell
But the lies believed, force-fed to me
I choke on the words and I can’t breathe
Infected mind, infected heart
Take my soul and rip it apart
I’m bent and broken out to in
**** this world, let my end begin
So break open this chest of mine
There’s nothing left, nothing inside
I emptied my soul to escape the fear
Never thought the pain would lead me here
So break me open…
Break, break me open…to find me dead inside
Can you just leave me here?!?
Lost and hopeless , bound by fear
Can you just let me fall?!
Goodbye….GOOD-BYE!
So break me open…
Break, break me open…
I’M. DEAD. IN. SIDE!