Caught my shock after the shot
how my blood drains after I'm blamed
I'm cold when it rains no matter if I'm in pain wearing the shame of my name
I no longer wear a piece on my sleeve so I leave after I plead to myself if I've no one else to speak then I must be in a lucid dream
but it's so close I can't tell the difference it's difficult to believe your sheen gleams and I want to lean on something but I almost fall while someone tells me I'm cheap,
I'm deceipt,
I'm not truth I'm the one they would kill out of all the rest in a gun spree so how the **** do you ask if I have creed,
they hear and they think they see and they want creedence to judge to build a grudge to drag me through the bullshit, the sludge
and after I remain on a crudgel trying to keep my mind stable as they snap reins how many times i've wondered about snapping my neck so I can avoid all of the opposition of how I'm entirely different from my own race,
no colors only smudged numbers on my plain face and they smug as they flood my eyes with fire after getting me deep with the trusting blade,
this is their game and I'm being played