Please Don't Leave Me

Written from the perspective of a friend of mine I hope he likes it I'm the guy asking who he is...

I've been pushed to the ground
I've been pushed face down
With the kids laughing at me
As I cry in total defeat
Why can't they see
All that's within me
Why can't they know
Who I am
"Chorus"
I just want to be
A normal kid
In a normal world
With normal friends
But all I have
Is a friend
And a family
That's falling apart
Everyone leaves
Everyone leaves
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me

I try to kill myself
So I can rid the world
Of who I am
No one wants to be with me
Because I'm a freak
Yeah I'm a freak
No one cares
About me
No one sees what's truly me
Then a guy comes by asking me
Who I am,
I don't know what to think
"Chorus"
I just want to be
A normal kid
In a normal world
With normal friends
But all I have
Is a friend
And a family
That's falling apart
Everyone leaves
Everyone leaves
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
"Bridge"
Everyone lies to me
They tell me they
Will not leave
In yet they do
Yes they do
Their all liars
To me
They don't know
Who I am
They just leave
Yes they leave
"Chorus"
I just want to be
A normal kid
In a normal world
With normal friends
But all I have
Is a friend
And a family
That's falling apart
Everyone leaves
Everyone leaves
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me

I don't know
What to think
About a person
Who says that he...
Cares about me
How can that be
How can that be

We have all been pushed down whether it be physical or mental and some of us bottle up all of that pain never releasing the pressure that builds. This song is dedicated to all of those who face these troubles and I urge you to let a person into your heart let them help hold your pain, let them help you deal with it. This song was inspired by a special passenger and family on a train that's about to derail.

I've just read "Just Because" and "Sleep (Stay Awake)". If someone where new and read these three in a row, they might think they'd come to Suicide Hotline. That being said, I like all three pieces, just not all in a row.

Thanks you and yeah this song has a really strong connection for me because its written to people I love with all my heart and their pain has become my pain but I know I cannot feel the full pain that they feel. I will never know how they feel deep inside but I can help them deal with this pain so they can make it go away. Ill check out those songs when I get a chance I'm sure they are amazing thank you so much for commenting I really hope a song like this one never has to be written again.