Sometimes I feel so upset, I've gathered so much debt
I'm in over my head, but it's already been said
I coulda ended up dead, or it coulda been worse
I could be livin' in jail, or rollin' deep in a herse
Smarted off to the wrong one had my whole life reversed
Even though I'm alive, I feel this life is a curse
And everyday it gets worse, man this **** is absurd
I don't refer to the world, this globe's been dyin' since birth
I'm talkin' bout my life, and every day that I grind
I reach for the stars, but this sun doesn't shine
I'm coughin' up phlegm, I barely know who I am
I'm surrounded by people who I barely can stand
In a place far from home hard for you understand

Gotta make it, gotta make it, somehow, somehow
Every day it's just, some more bullshit, but we gon' make it, never lose it

I will back down for no one, I cannot trust no one
My girl I thought had my back, man I must've smoked crack
Cuz this ***** turned her back on me, her word's are just blasphemy
I failed at keepin' my cool, instead she played me for fool
I let her get too close, I'm always watchin' my back
Another day above ground I'm neither happy nor glad
Sometimes I question my life, and even now as I write
I wonder if endin' it all would make it all feel alright
If this tunnel I'm in is even headed for light
**** I think that I might, I try to reach for the mic
I try to look on the bright, but **** there goes my sight
And there's nothin' I can do to ever make this **** right
And the way that I treat her, I have no excuse for
I feel like a monster, it's gettin' hard to ignore or
Not feel so full of hatred, I'm slammin' the front door

Gotta make it, gotta make it, somehow, somehow
Every day it's just, some more bullshit, but we gon' make it, never lose it