Justice (brand new track)

Welcome to America, land of hypocrisy
Rich steal from the poor, and it call that **** democracy
Pigs on the street, make justice a mockery
Work hard your whole life, and still livin' in poverty
In debt so bad you just pray to win the lottery
Ain't safe in the streets, kids can't play properly
Don't be fooled by the mask of the rich upper class
Born with every advantage and want you to kiss you their ***
They say life's too short and these moments barely last
But my hard moments stretch on, all my joys are flyin' past
And I'm workin' too damn hard still feels like the slave days
And they expect us to be happy when we paid a min wage
Man - forget movin' at a snail's pace this rat race is outrage
And the way they got me steamed I think I'm bout to go on rampage

Now don't misinterept my raps, you gotta read between the lines
Some hate to see the truth they just turn and close they eyes
Do I understand the rage of the CT shooter? ...
Not quite - I just wish someone'd reached out to him sooner
People shot everyday it's just it rarely makes the news
Unless it's white town suburbia and ya'll got somethin' to lose
I just look out the streets I see the next week in the news
People postin' up on facebook how this just isn't fair
But they weren't really affected an' their family wasn't there
They just complain but do nothin' like they breezin' through the air
I pray to god you never feel the pain of this curse
Hear that your best friend as a child was gunned down on the first
Had a real small funeral grandma can't afford a hearse
The world keeps turnin' like it can't get any worse
There are things worse though than your whole life reversed
Some people live in fear for crimes they didn't commit
Harassed everyday man justice is some ****
And unless you can relate don't even bother like my ****
I just have to keep it real while these others spew ****
Damn

That's it man, that's all for now. World's a ****ed up place man know what I'm saying but you gotta find the positive. You can't always dwell on the negative even though it's all around us. You gotta find the silver lining, you gotta find somethin' to keep you moving no matter what, no matter what the circumstances. No matter how dark it gets, you gotta find the light man, you gotta keep searchin and that's my word, peace.

I hear a lot of talkin' and I've seen a lot of problems
Evoked from prejudice and when people to try solve 'em
They just make everything worse, sometimes I hate this earth
Cuz that innocent lil child who's mild and all smiles
Could grow up to be a bully or a victim of one's violence
And lash out with a rifle, these words are hard to stifle
I try to see the good but it's kinda been a while
I look down at my hands, my knuckles bruised and bloody
So many fights I lost, what they tried to take from me
Is deep within my heart, so even when it pours
Or I'm in a darkened hallway with only closed doors
They can try to ignore me but some problems ain't ignored
So **** these ****in' ******* who forgot what they stand for
I've never been a fake and I've never kissed an ***
Some people change who they are to try to pass a class
But I came up off the streets, now in higher education
That means I used to slang dro and now study presentations
The truth is finally here for all those sick of waitin'
All you faggot *** ******* who stay steady complainin'
And didn't work as hard as I did....
When we sinch the same goal tell me this CAN I LIVE?!

I would never jeopardize my life, just to prove a point
Or get some sweet revenge, just to end up in the joint
But I hear all they corrections, knowin' I'm on point
I choose to grin and bear it, I know life isn't fair
So much effort to make a stand and now I just don't care
If I saved every dollar wasted I'd prolly be a millionare
So many hours fightin', I shoulda turned to prayer
So many tears shed, for what just wasn't there
But I gotta look up, and I gotta keep movin'
Threaded through a stack of hay servin' as a lumen
Diamond in the rough, maybe super human
Candle in the dark, tryin' to illumin-
-ate what I can, want to be the man
Under all this pressure can you try to understand
I gave it all my effort, acknowledge it or not
The day I leave this earth, they're thirsty for my spot

Father please forgive me for the sins I must commit
Some think I just don't care or I couldn't give a ****
But my relationship with God is personally legit
I think He keeps me goin' cuz sometimes I want to quit
I think He keeps me focused cuz sometimes I wanna flip
I try to keep compusre but I'm under all this pressure
I unloaded the whole barrel put the piece back upon the dresser
Before I throw my whole life away I asked Him which is lesser
To work hard but feel depressed none the less or
Enjoy life and slow down and sacrifice my dreams
I'm prayin' to you God don't you know just what I mean?
Can you give me just one sign so I know that you're for real?
Are we all lonely in this world or can you tell me what's the deal?
Cuz it seems to get ahead we must lie, cheat and steal
It seems you make me work harder, while others caught breaks
You push me to my limits, but do I have what it takes
Or will I crack under the stress like an egg what a mess?
Is family most important or should I strive only for success?
If man is image of God is your face also a mess?
Father please forgive me for I mean no disrespect
But look at your creation, the world is full of hate
Is it possible He's not perfect and maybe can relate?
Please God I do not rap in blasphmesy, I just pray I keep my way and do everything You ask of me
So many lost souls, so many lost ways, so many dark nights, so many bad days
I'm askin' for your help to get this weight up off my chest
God please hit me back I trust you know just what is best
Signed from your son with utmost due respect


Dear God
If I preface each day with a prayer....
Will you show me why this world's evil and make my whole life fair
I know I ask a lot, but I really need your help
Sometimes I feel like drowndin', or like I lost myself
I know that you have blessed me I can see it with my eyes
And I know I still **** up I mean it's really no surprise
I pray that He forgive me and that I see the way
I promise I'll do better startin' with today
Until I lose my cool again and I'm just an angry mess
I lash out at others and blame it on my stress
Instead of the communion I'm steady smokin' cess
Help me rise above all of which is less
And help me survive this mayhem....
Amen