Avarice

it's been so long,
have the wounds healed?
or are they still weeping?
my eyes followed your every move;
hoping you'd look back
and remember me.
you seem immune
to the pain that tore me up
while i wallow in despair
your'e shinning everywhere

you drove me away
now i see the truth!
blinded by yourself
you left me out to hang....!

the Avarice
in your eyes
betrays the hate in you
the Avarice
in your face
makes me hate you more
the Avarice
that drives you
is slowly killing me
the Avarice
consumes you
the ***** who stole my heart!!

when i knew you,
there was so much more
your heart was kind and open.
then you became as stone
refused to look at me
treated me like i was an enemy
drying my tears
you took off without a word
and never told me how you feel
were you ever real?

i still love you
but your'e gone forever!
you completed me
i was fooled by your smile...!

the Avarice
in your eyes
betrays the hate in you
the Avarice
in your face
makes me hate you more
the Avarice
that drives you
is slowly killing me
the Avarice
consumes you
the ***** who stole my heart!!

your'e conniving,
deceitful
and you always lie!!
i'll hunt you
destroy you
gaze into your eyes!!
the Avarice
that drives you
is slowly killing me
the Avarice
consumes you
the ***** who stole my heart!!

I feel your pain and your desire for revenge. Women can do that to us men.

Yeah, there is no bufferzone between love and hate there: you acknowledge you love and hate her at the same time....
It's a cruel, true and yet bizarre feeling...
Thanks. Well written!