Emina Jahović - I da mogu (Serbian)

Hi all!
Can someone help me with the translation of this song into english?

Tijelo mi nepomično leži dok gledam te
u ramu na zidu
Osmijeh se broji ako vrijeme oduzme mi to
što s njom si na papiru
Ova kiša samo lije, zove sjećanje
liči na moje suze
Umorna od svoje pameti noćas trebam lijek
da na kratko je uzme

Ref.
I da mogu, zar se tebi ne bih vratila
Da ti kažem da većeg gada nisam ljubila
I da mogu, zar se tebi ne bih vratila
Da ti kažem da većeg gada nisam ljubila
Još te volim
Zovem te, ti me ne čuješ
Boli me kad se raduješ

Tijelo mi nepomično leži dok gledam te
u ramu na zidu
Osmijeh se broji ako vrijeme oduzme mi to
što s njom si na papiru
Ova kiša samo lije, zove sjećanje
liči na moje suze
Umorna od svoje pameti noćas trebam lijek
da na kratko je uzme

Ref.
I da mogu, zar se tebi ne bih vratila
Da ti kažem da većeg gada nisam ljubila
I da mogu, zar se tebi ne bih vratila
Da ti kažem da većeg gada nisam ljubila
Još te volim
Zovem te, ti me ne čuješ
Boli me kad se raduješ

Zovem te, ti me ne čuješ




Thanks in advance!

And if I could

My body is laying still while I am watching you
in the frame on the wall
A smile counts if time takes away (the fact) that
you are with her on paper (married)
This rain is only pouring, evoking memory
it resembles my tears
Tired from my mind I need medicine tonight
to take it (mind) away for a short time

Ref.
And if I could, wouldn't I come back to you
to tell you that I haven't kissed a bigger bastard
And if I could, wouldn't I come back to you
to tell you that I haven't kissed a bigger bastard
I still love you
I call you, you don't hear me
I am in pain when you are happy

My body is laying still while I am watching you
in the frame on the wall
A smile counts if time takes away (the fact) that
you are with her on paper (married)
This rain is only pouring, evoking memory
it resembles my tears
Tired from my mind I need medicine tonight
to take it away for a short time

Ref.
And if I could, wouldn't I come back to you
to tell you that I haven't kissed a bigger bastard
And if I could, wouldn't I come back to you
to tell you that I haven't kissed a bigger bastard
I still love you
I call you, you don't hear me
I am in pain when you are happy

I call you, you don't hear me

Thank you very much milijana