Let My Past Fade Away

My past can never seem to go away.
People who were in my life
when at that time, never let me
forget.
I just want the memories burn away
forget the memory, of my
mistakes. I regret
all of it, I wish people would
stop reminding me.
I am a different person now,
i'm not the same, so stop
judging me.
I'm ashamed by my actions,
I only hurt myself.
But you people were the cause
of it.

I just want these memories
to fade away. There's a million
reasons, so many people,
who were the cause of my
failures. It just needs to
go away.

God Have you punished me enough?
Do you forgive me?
I didn't mean to be the person
I was.
I as going through depression.
Everyone let me fall, to learn a lesson.
I was bullied, cheated on,
back stabbed by friends & my
family never gave a ****.
How could I not go wrong? I lost
myself, but now i'm back.
I've got my life back on track,
and I just want to let go of my past.
leave my mind and fade away.
But I don't think anyone will
ever let that happen.

I just want these memories
to fade away. There's a million
reasons, so many people,
who were the cause of my
failures. It just needs to
go away.

How about you Look at the
person I am today, not
4 years ago. I'm not
the same.

I just want these memories
to fade away. There's a million
reasons, so many people,
who were the cause of my
failures. That I'll never make again.

Another good song lyric.Can't wait for your next one.

Yea they all are personal, and to get my feelings out just feels so good. I'm always writing.

Ali, A Classic Example:" my God, if they would just stop reminding me of days past!":
You're damnrighteople can annoy you long after you think you've dealt with it yourself well enough.
Changes happen slowly people don't easily forget: they draw a picture of you and that's it!
Lovely way you described your impatience and nuisance.
Keep going- and since it seems to really be personal stuff: DON'T GIVE UP!

Yeaa, I hate when people bring up my past mistakes, when I regret every one of them. It really pisses me off & I tell them not to bring it up, but they don't listen. I had to move to get away from all of it, get away from people who brought me down. A lot of those people still see me a few years back & don't see the person I am now.