Please translate from Chinese to English

Hi, can someone kindly translate this song of Meng Ting Wei to English? Much appreciated.

其實我還是有些在乎

其實我並不想哭　只是眼淚不曾知道
其實我並不想哭　只是我的心有些痛
其實我並不在乎　你用什麼方式對我
其實我只是有些難過　難過你為何不肯告訴我
你想的是什麼　要的是什麼　我從來不知道
你想的是什麼　要的是什麼　你從不對我說
愛與不愛　教我應該如何選擇
其實我真的好想明白　在你冷漠的眼中是否有我

www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrMAv7s7fTQ <<<here is video link

其實我還是有些在乎---In fact, I still some care(Actually,I still care about you quite a few)

其實我並不想哭　只是眼淚不曾知道
In fact, I don't want to cry;Just Tears never know.

其實我並不想哭　只是我的心有些痛
In fact, I don't want to cry;Just Some pain in my heart.

其實我並不在乎　你用什麼方式對我
In fact, I don't care:Whether you in any way treat me.

其實我只是有些難過　難過你為何不肯告訴我
In fact,I just some grieved;be grieved for you,Why do you refused to tell me?

你想的是什麼　要的是什麼　我從來不知道
What do you figure? What do you want? I never knew.

你想的是什麼　要的是什麼　你從不對我說
What do you figure? What do you want? You never told me.

愛與不愛　教我應該如何選擇
Love Or Not ;Please teach me how to choose.

其實我真的好想明白　在你冷漠的眼中是否有我
In fact,I really want to know;Has me in your Indifferent eyes,is or isn't?