Sitting here worrying
While time keeps hurrying by
Smoking cigarette after cigarette
Trying to figure out this life
I know it's my fault
But that doesn't stop the feeling at all
Because I feel like a deer trapped in the headlights
Like a man with his back against the wall
My back's against the wall
But I don't seem to care at all
My back's against the wall
On my hands and on my knees I crawl
My back's against the wall
My whole life has been a brawl
Against the wall, against the wall
Against the wall, against the... wall
Sitting here a nervous wreck
While I slowly connect the dots
Drinking coffee like it's water
Trying to sort through these thoughts
I know it's my fault
But that doesn't stop the feeling at all
Because I feel like a deer trapped in the headlights
Like a man with his back against the wall
My back's against the wall
But I don't seem to care at all
My back's against the wall
On my hands and on my knees I crawl
My back's against the wall
My whole life has been a brawl
Against the wall, against the wall
Against the wall, against the... wall
I know it's my fault, had to do it my way
Just look what I've wrought, I feel so ashamed
I feel like I'm going insane, what can I do?
I'm the only one to blame, I know it's true
I know it's my fault
But that doesn't stop the feeling at all
Because I feel like a deer trapped in the headlights
Like a man with his back against the wall
My back's against the wall
But I don't seem to care at all
My back's against the wall
On my hands and on my knees I crawl
My back's against the wall
My whole life has been a brawl
Against the wall, against the wall
Against the wall, against the... wall