You don't understand what I'm feeling
You don't understand anything at all
I'm trying to get you to listen
But what you wanna see is see me fall

It's nothing that I can suddenly fix
It takes time, times six
Before you get stressed
Try to remember the one who's best

at feeling that way
It's not easy to contain, contain control
Remember it's your fault that made me queasy.. in my own skin

What do I have to do to make you think differently
I always do the things but it still makes me feel I have no dignity

Why did you put me on this Earth
Why did you go through birth
Guess you never wanted me here
Because all I do is live in fear

I wish I could stop feeling this way
It's not easy to contain, contain myself
Maybe I should be blamed
Seems like that would be better for everyone else

You don't know what it's like being teens
You've grown, changed; all you do is act like kings and queens

Should I end this so I can be set free
or stay on this planet for your misery

If I was gone and out of this life
It would be that quick, out like a light
You never choose to be on my side
All you like is to see me cry

But no, I'm afraid of death
So I continue to weep and fret

Soon enough the end will be near
But it's better to leave now then to live in fear