Can someone find the name of this song!? Please!

I have been trying to find this song for such a long time and I have had no luck. Time to try in a forum.
It is the background song in this video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-Zi8Fz92Ak

The lyrics seem to include:
"Starting every ----- day, I'm waking up to open up. I realize that something's bad -------------"

Some words are hard to identify.

Thanks so much people

P.S - shoutout to the LATJ fans out there