So i have this song stuck in my head and i dont know who sings it or what its called

ok i dont know who sings it or what its called but i know the first few lyrics.

" I've been waiting.. Ive been waiting for this moment all my life, cant get it right. " i ve been waiting ive been waiting for the silence all night long"
" and i feel that its possible if possible"

Is it this?

Silversun Pickups - Lazy Eye
From the album "Carnavas"

I've been waiting
i've been waiting for this moment all my life
but it's not quite right

and this 'real'
it's impossible if possible
at who's blind word
so clear but so unheard

i've been waiting
i've been waiting for this silence all night long
it's just a matter of time

to appear sad
with the same 'ol decent lazy eye
fixed to rest on you
aim free and so untrue

everyone's so intimately rearranged
everyone can focus clearly with such shine

everyone's so intimately rearranged
everyone can focus clearly with that shine

lost and loaded
still the same 'ol decent lazy eye
straight through your gaze
that's why i said i relate
i said we relate
it's so fun to relate

it's the room the sun and the sky
it's the room the sun and the sky

i've been waiting
i've been waiting for this moment...

This is the greatest songs -- very Smashing Pumpkins. Anyone have any idea what the lyrics might mean??