Sıla - Kenar Süsü

kenar süsü oldum hayatında
yani olmasam da olurdu..
kaza süsü de verirdin vefatıma,
yokluğum boşluk yaratmazdı..
seni aramamam, sormamam,
bakmadan uzaklaşmam eminim çok hora geçti
hurdaya çıktı içim fark ettin mi hiçe döndüm
çürüye çürüye tükendim
rezil ettim kendimi
dağıttım... içtim ...düştüm...
ona buna ağladım
içimden döküldün
gülmeyi unuttum
kendimi dinlemekten
hastalık hastası oldum senin yüzünden

I have been fret in your life
I mean It would be ok even if I wasn't
You would say accidental death for my death
My absence wouldn't cause to a vacancy
I don't call you,I don't ask you
I am sure that I don't move away without looking,I enjoyed very much
Did you notice that my inside has been junked,I have been nothing
I have come to the end decaying by decaying
I have made myself disgraced
I have lost my control,drunk and fallen down
I have cried for others
You poured from inside me
I have forgotten to smile
I have been hypochondriac because of listening myself,because of you

Thanks you, Volcano!

Originally Posted by Volcano1985

I became a border in your life
I mean It would be ok even if I wasn't in your life.
You would make death look like an accident
My absence wouldn't cause to a vacancy
i didnt call, i didnt ask, i get away without looking at you and,
I am sure that you are appreciated with that
Did you notice that im junked inside,I became nothing
I am exhausted by rotting
I disgraced myself
I have freaked out, i have fallen
I have cried for anything
You poured from inside me
I forgot smiling
I became a health freak because of listening myself,because of you

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