Just getting some missery out, please add lines/word and comment~

Hellooo… I’m me, I’m doing alright…
How are you?

- I hate my life and all with it
What’r we supposed to do with all God has lit
Just sit around and watch it self destroy

We kill with all that’s around us, for what to see
Another baby born in this world of piss

All of men born for two others releif
When it’s all a matter of pleasantries

But what do we know of what’s meant to be
When destiny is something we pray for it to be

What to work for when nothing comes to real
When the only plane made reality is Gods manuscripts

Why try listen to theology
When it’s just another twilight misery

What innocent soul has written this ****
When it’s all another chapter in the almighties theatry

I hate my life and all with it…
…anyway, all I know of it

But who’s ever allowed to cry out loud
When all you can do is to be another polite puppy
Or is it just me?...

This is line after line of your own thoughts - not a pure song structure...