Gülşen - Alninin Yazisi

Hey All..plz I need the translation(English or Arabic) of that song & its title if u can..
Ezberledim yokluðunu sensiz gecelerde
Alýþtým diyemem caným sensiz yarým kaldým
Unutursun diye beni gittiðin yerde
Ben o gün bugündür uyuyamadým
Günler sensiz delip geçiyor
Farkýnda mýsýn yar, ömürde bitiyor
Çok aþký gezdim, ben imkansýzý seçtim
Gel gör ki senden vazgeçemedim
Alnýnýn yazýsý
Ömrümün yarýsý
Baþnýn belasý
Olmaya geldim
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Thanx in Advance )

I swallowed your abscence in lonely nights/Ezberledim yokluðunu sensiz gecelerde
I can say dear, i got used to, i have been left halved/Alýþtým diyemem caným sensiz yarým kaldým
I couldnt sleep since you have gone, just in case u foget me/Unutursun diye beni gittiðin yerde
Ben o gün bugündür uyuyamadým
days are passing and piercing me without you/günler sensiz delip geçiyor
can you realise our life is wasting away
I have had so many loves, I chose the impossible one (in the end)
İ couldnt gave up u.
I came here to be;
your destiny,
half of your life,
the bane of your life

Oh merciiiiiiiiiiiii bcp...u nu i've always listened to that song & felt deep sorrow!!
her feelings R incredible & now I got the meanin'...she's the right to be so sad with very touchin' lyrics like these..)

u r welcome