when the days were tough

this is my first post and i hope, if you're reading this, you like it, in my head i hear it as a rock song, but just tell me what you think, thanks

It kind of gets me annoyed, but not that much
knowing it’s like this, knowing I’ll never feel your touch
I’m just a child that will always be in capture
Until I realise with this I’ll have to be the adapter
I will have to adapt to how you will be and where
Because I finally know you’re not going to be there
Its kind of a relief to know it’s finally got through
But kind of scary to know it’s all about you

I see your face everywhere
it used to hurt, but now its annoying
Ok, I get it, you’ll never be there
Now everything has to be messing and toying
It used to be love, now its a competition
I have to prove I love you more, you’re so lucky
All these girls, with your name in repetition
You’re so selfish, why do I have to prove it and get my hands mucky?
Remember that it’s always true
Remember how I fought before I gave up
Remember I loved you
and I’ll remember working when the days were tough

You got my ears hooked yet to me you never had to listen
you had my eyes too, always there to watch you glisten
I know my anger comes in vain since you never knew
but at least help those girls still trying to be close to you
I’m not giving up, but I’m not trying anymore
I’m not going to prove I have a love no one has ever felt before
Do you know how hard that is to be?
Who will be the one to strive? Oh, I guess that’s me

I see your face everywhere
it used to hurt, but now its annoying
Ok, I get it, you’ll never be there
Now everything has to be messing and toying
It used to be love, now its a competition
I have to prove I love you more, you’re so lucky
All these girls, with your name in repetition
You’re so selfish, why do I have to prove it and get my hands mucky?
Remember that it’s always true
Remember how I fought before I gave up
Remember I loved you
and I’ll remember working when the days were tough

Will you ever move or sit there?
Will you ever show you care?
I know you do all this, but for that you get paid
for us the future cards have been laid
and let me tell you, it’s not the high life you live
I guess we’ll have to keep proving all this love we give
We keep on striving while you swing us from a thread
I may have stop trying, but these feelings with never be dead

I see your face everywhere
it used to hurt, but now its annoying
Ok, I get it, you’ll never be there
Now everything has to be messing and toying
It used to be love, now its a competition
I have to prove I love you more, you’re so lucky
All these girls, with your name in repetition
You’re so selfish, why do I have to prove it and get my hands mucky?
Remember that it’s always true
Remember how I fought before I gave up
Remember I loved you
and I’ll remember working when the days were tough

I see your face everywhere
it used to hurt, but now its annoying
Ok, I get it, you’ll never be there
Now everything has to be messing and toying
It used to be love, now its a competition
I have to prove I love you more, you’re so lucky
All these girls, with your name in repetition
You’re so selfish, why do I have to prove it and get my hands mucky?
Remember that it’s always true
Remember how I fought before I gave up
Remember I loved you
and I’ll remember working when the days were tough

so nice to hear that beautiful words
keep up


simos