ama-cihan guclu translation please

ama-cihan guclu
Çek desem elimi çekemem
Daha desen kolumu veremem
Zaman desem önümü göremem ama
Geçmişin desen çıkamam içinden
Sana hesap soramam bu yüzden
Bir inansan severim işte sen

Ama amalar varya beynimi kavuran
Ama amalar lazım sevmişiz bir zaman
Tamam geçmişi boş ver yazarız sil baştan
Bana bir dön bak yeter harap oldum aşktan
Canım herşeyden kaçıp kurtulmak istiyor
Aklım çoktanbırakmış artık ses vermıyor
Aşkın hatıra kalan geçmiş bir zamandan
Sen hep yanımda olsan korkmazdım yarından
Ama
translation to english... please
thanks in advance

BUT

If you told me to take my hand off you, I wouldn't be able to
If you asked me for more, nor would I give you my arm
If you asked me what the time is, I can't see what is before me
But...

If you asked me about my past, I wouldn't be able to come through it
That's why I can't call you to account
If you believed me, I would love you. You just want

But there are those "but"s which burn my brain
But "but"s are needed (because?) I loved once
Okay, never mind the past, we will write it all over again
Turn back and look at me once, I'm worn out because of love

I want to run away from everything and to save myself by doing so
My mind gave up long ago, sounding no more
Your love is a memory left (to me) from one of those past times
If you were with me, I wouldn't be afraid of the future
But...

can't thank you enough SiLvEr_Moon
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