keremcem -berbat

Hello all
Could any one help me find the lyrics and its english translation of Keremcem's new song "berbat"
Thank you in advance

Keremcem - Berbat Horrible

Bir mektup koydum ceketinin cebine I put a letter in the pocket of your jacket
Cesaretim yoktu bakmaya gözlerine I didn't have the courage to look at your eyes
Kötü sözler söyledim çoğunu kastetmedim I said bad things, although I didn't mean most of them
Alabilmek isterdim hepsini geriye I wish I could take them all back
Hani derdin ya söz uçar yazı kalır diye You used to tell me "words fly away, writings remain"
Sen de bakma benim sözlerime Don't you mind the words I said either
Hani derdin ya aslolan aşktır gülüm diye You used to tell me "The most important thing is love, my rose"
Gerisi hikaye Nothing else matters

Yolun düşerse gel de bir bak If you happen to pass, come and see
Nasıl pişmanım yandım heyhat How much I regret, how much I suffered, alas!
İki dirhem bir çekirdek let my (good) appearance not fool you
Halime bakma her şey berbat Everything is horrible

Mektubu buldun mu yoksa yırtıp attın mı Did you find my letter, or did you tear it and throw away?
Söyle ne kaldı bizden geriye Tell me what remained from us?
Hani derdin ya söz uçar yazı kalır diye You used to tell me "words fly away, writings remain"
Sen de bakma benim sözlerime Don't you mind the words I said either
Hani derdin ya aslolan aşktır gülüm diye You used to tell me "The most important thing is love, my rose"
Gerisi hikaye Nothing else matters

Yolun düşerse gel de bir bak If you happen to pass, come and see
Nasıl pişmanım yandım heyhat How much I regret, how much I suffered, alas!
İki dirhem bir çekirdek let my (good) appearance not fool you
Halime bakma her şey berbat Everything is horrible