Doll House

Watashi ha himitsu no basho ni mi o mamora te iru
Watashi ha omoidashi ta you ni saihatsu omoide ga katachi ni seikei
Chuuzou ji kara onaji kage ha, watashi ga koware te it a no mae ni

I have sheltered myself in a place of secrets
The reoccurring memories moulded into form as I remembered
Casting the same shadows from a time before I was broken

Watashi ha watashi no suukei no te no naka ni nokot te iru mono o mitsumeru
Ika, naibu yori, korera no rikai no kabe o kanjiru

I stare at what is left in my hallow hands
Feeling less and less inside these familiar walls

Shin da mono toshite karera no me ha, Karera no tamashii o shuppatsu toshite
Kesshite itami dake eizoku sa seru, yurushi o motome te
Watashi no kodoku na namida ga chikyuu ni shou hako no you ni ochiru

Their eyes as dead as their departed souls
Never seeking out forgiveness, only perpetuating the pain
My lonely tears fall like caskets into the earth

Doru hausu ha nakunat te iru, watashi no atama ha mada gemu o hatashi te iru
Watashi ha kako ga daun shite futan suru mae ni dasshutsu shiyo u to suru to
Sore ha kono furagumento ga nakere ba watashi no kakato ni shigamitsui te

The doll house is gone but, my head still plays the game
I try to escape before the past bears down
If it weren't for this fragment clinging at my heel

Watashi ha uchigawa kara no subete no tejun no mae ni shitte it a ko
Kanashii ga namida de ha, wakarae o tsukat te doa o rokku suru

A child I knew before it all steps from inside
With the saddest tear, locks the door with a goodbye
Tsumetai kaze ga hajimete hoo o matsuge

Cold wind lashes my cheeks for the first time
Watashi ha himitsu no basho ni mi o mamora te iru
Shikashi, saishuu teki ha ishi no naka ni kaka re te i nai...

I have sheltered myself in a place of secrets
But the end has yet to be written in stone

I'm way behind, been so busy lately ... written in stone, I want to take a double-meaning from that; permanence, but also part (or the end result) of the dead coldness?

"My lonely tears fall like caskets into the earth." I think that line is the crown jewel in this necklace of pearls. Wonderful writing my friend.

Hmm. Perhaps you are right? lol! Do you believe it should continue in another work?

Yes, a sequel, why not?
But it doesn't have to be that in a formal sense. Sometimes when I read pages of my favorite Russian writers (Tyutchev mostly) I can easily see continuity from one poem to the next. So just go with however it comes out, that's always best anyway

That I will do.