Hiding these thoughts..
The thoughts that I count instead of the sheep.
Hoarding moments,
Insomniac, why can't I ever sleep?
Keep close to ones,
The ones that I once loved, and cherished.
Now that I'm done,
Now that they are all perished...
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Monster inside me
Its what I deceive.
Monster inside me, cannot be set free.
You want to go home,
Feeling so alone.
Open your eyes n see where you belong.
You say you aren't home, but your wrong.
To me..
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This isn't right,
A house that's clearly upside down.
My smiles are nice,
But behind are sudden, screaming frowns.
Then you realize,
It's done it again.
It's done it again.
The monster began,
so soon..
Blood leaks from your wrists...
Rotating around your fists,,,
Mmmm
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Monster inside me
Its what I deceive.
Monster inside me, cannot be set free.
You want to go home,
Feeling so alone.
Open your eyes n see where you belong.
You say you aren't home, but your wrong.
To me..
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When was the last time you smiled, true and bold?
When was the last time, you cried when it told,
You that you perished them? You that you perished them?
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Just a monster,
I'm not afraid of how it looks at me.
You see I'm fine.
Cause me n it are imaged identically.
There's no hope.
Cause I created it myself.
Can't put it away, can't store stuff like that on a bookshelf.
You are indeed, the one and only me....
I can't erase myself.. Even if I tried..
Cause I am
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The Monster inside me
Its what I deceive.
Monster inside me, cannot be set free.
You want to go home,
Feeling so alone.
Open your eyes n see where you belong.
You say you aren't home, but your wrong.
To me..
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Fake smiles, sweet lies.
Monster in me yes I despise.
Want to, go home.
so safe at home..
Then realize... You are... Home.