Theres always a story behind every emo kid.
Well heres mine and i dont care,
If you hate it or you dig.
Cause its a true story, n if i get glory.
I still believe the fact that I can make it big.


I can't say that I'm fine most of the time,
But to put a smile on your face I'll tell you I'm okay.
There's no other rhyme that's So divine.
Then hearing that one blade of mine,
Slash across those veins of mine.
I'll crave the blood I'll paythe time.

I hate myself, yeah I said it.
Those boys they call meh beautiful,
but I seem to regret it.
I be Living everyday,
Throwing my life away.
God dang I love to say,
When blade just needs to stay.

Am I depressed cause I've been called a *****?
Or is it something more?
The fact that people don't have faith in you,
They don't understand what you have in store.
When baby brother died my mommy cried,
I didn't just hear her scream,
Since I was the eldest I had to be strong.
Daddy said life don't include crying.

Cousin Izrael doesn't seem to care,
After 11 years, I'd stop and stare.
My heart slowly beginning to tear.
it's as if we were never a pair.

Mommy and daddy surprise Me sometimes,
With a fight that always goes over the line.
First seven years they didn't find the time.
To tell me everything was okay,
To tell Me the demons weren't here to stay.



You hate the thought of leavin Me alone by myself when your not around,
Your afraid I'll grab the scissors n it'll be so profound.
Cause little drops of my own blood are falling to the ground.
N I'm bound.
To loose my mind when the blade takes control,
watch as blood leaks into a little toy bowl.

If you really love ME and cared for me you'd say it to my face,
"Don't you dare cut yourself because your love seems to embrace,
My love for you!"
But you know that you know only a few people said that!

but you see, no boy cares about a girl like Me.
All those D**** want is simplicity.
Well I want love n a hug,
Something like that!


My smile is a depressed frown,
It don't get better then that.
I am a nobody, a *****, a rat...
Nothing really matters when it breaks all upon me.
But right now that don't matter, I be who I need to be.

Words do fail such expression, my dear. They really do. You are very bold for sharing the way you have, clearing your mind in the process. Thank you so much.

-Nanashi-

Just needed another lyrical thingamajig to be used theraputicly. thanks dear nanashi