RED AND BLACK

There's no morality
In addiction
Nothing but insanity
And internal friction

I can never be afraid
That I might die
Not when every single day
Is spent so high

It's back
The red and black
God, do I have a knack
For losing control

There's an eternal eclipse
Over my head
Words right behind my lips
Are never said
"I need help"

It's back
The red and black
God, do I have a knack
For losing control

How much pain is my life worth?
Can't take all this
I wish I never took that first step
Can't take it anymore

It's back
The red and black
God, do I have a knack
For losing control