1. RASULO // CHAOS

I nocas radi bol za tebe // And tonight I'm suffering for you
i dok te zamisljam tu kraj sebe // And while I'm imagining you here by my side
od srece mogu da skocim u dalj // I'm so happy I could make a long jump

Al' kada otvorim natekle oci // But, when I open my swollen eyes
nista nije u mojoj moci // There's nothing I can do
stvarnost me u glavu lupi kao malj // The reality hits me in the head like a hammer

Ref.
Kao recidiv ti si uvek ziv // Like a relapse, you're always alive
u zlo teras me, kako da odbijem te // You're sending me into evil*, how can I refuse you?
u ovom rasulu ja dodajem nulu // In this chaos, I'm adding a zero
na svaki moj promasaj // To every my mistake
ti likuj i uzivaj // You should exult and enjoy

U ovom rasulu ja samo za sebe // In this chaos, only for myself
na usne stavljam sjaj // I'm putting on a lip gloss
da budem lepa za kraj // So I could be beautiful at the end

I nocas radi bol za tebe // And tonight I'm suffering for you
ocajno zelim te za sebe // I'm desperately wanting you for myself
nekako imas moje sudbine kod // Somehow, you've got the code of my destiny

A kada pogledam zidove bele // And when I look at the white walls
iz mojih secanja dolaze strele // Arrows are coming out of my memories
i jedna bela ruka pada na pod // And one white arm hits the floor

Ref.

Hocu da vidim sebe u plavom // I want to see myself dressed in blue
u daljini je luka ista za sve // In the distance, there's one port for all of us
i znam da sam sada na mestu pravom // And I know that right now I'm in the right place
da konacno svega oslobodim se // To finally release myself of everything

A kome ide sve ovo // And who gets all of this
kad jednom ne bude me // Once when I'm gone
sve ce to stati u slovo // Everything will fit inside one letter
a tebi ostavljam te // And I'm leaving you to yourself

Ref.


*You're sending me into evil*; it's literal translation, the meaning of the phrase is something like "you make me do bad things", or "you're making me destroy myself"