Post your remixes to Drake - Marvin's Room

Pretty long... something I had to write though, it gets pretty personal, it's a little all over the place. Post up your remix next, instrumental is right here...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ShXkcD1LLoo

Really been in the mood to get some things off my chest...
haven't felt this way in a while, but.. here I go..

cups of the mezcal
in a room full of strangers
thinkin i should go now
but i'm trapped in my own house
and all of these people don't look familiar anymore
...

and it used to be so basic
but lately i can't face it
i'm feelin so damn different
lost and can't replace it
and yeah it's been a while
since i picked up and dialed
do you still think about me?
and how's your life without me?
but i'm just reminiscin
and i should really mind my business
'for i get in some trouble
cuz i got me a good girl
but she don't understand me
and i know she never will see
callin on my cell phone
pretendin that i'm not home
..

should she be chillin with a good guy?
should i mark it down to nice try?
will i ever find the old me?
and how come she wanna own me?
i just push her away though
when i need her to hold me
and it's sad but it's true..
she don't understand how
she don't know me somehow
i wanna do the right thing
but i'm under all this pressure
and she don't understand but
still i gotta let her
even if i could never tell her
i can barely face myself yeh
and why's the room spinnin?
and who are all these women?
and i'm sleepin at the airport
nothin i could share for
and im textin my last homie
but it seems that he's busy
and i can't look behind me
why can't we just rewind it
and those questions that i asked you
nevermind just forget it
as if i never met you..

i said f*ck that crew that i see you with
i lost myself inside on just a night like this
i said f*ck these haters who don't get us now
i never gave a f*ck why would i now somehow

cups of the pinot
she got eyes just like windows
i can see to your soul girl
and it's so liberating
cuz everyone's so shallow
and yeah you gimmie hope girl
i don't wanna sound self conscious
but you remind me of the old me
and i miss my fam lately
but i still hold the torch and it's all
spirilin lately
tryin to save me
but fate may tempt me
i'm runnin on empty

i said f*ck those kids who got it all found out
they can't compare to how we ran this town
i said f*ck these haters who don't have a clue
and thinkin bout my life without me and you

cups of the sour
faded by the hour
and gone by the second
when will i come back eh?
it's anyone's guess yeh
how i miss my old life
even just a glimpse of
could make me feel alright
but gotta move forward
is this what i want now?
no time for these worries
bout to get a big rush
wave goodbye to the old me
though i could never give up
even when i wanna give in
swimmin in these sins and
cuz every day's a battle
on this earth ain't no heaven
no no no...

i said f*ck these people man f*ck this whole town
wonder if you'll miss me when i'm not around
i said f*ck this place i hope it all burns down
and i won't leave a trace when i go without a sound

Never did it for my hometown,
Don't know how it goes down,
My knowledgeis diluted,
My talents have been wasted
My mind at one time was chasted

I let my surrounding change me,
from a gentleman to a fake g,
and physically I am not aging
but mentally I am raging
because i changed, and not for the better
I used to have the attitude of a go getter
now look at me, I am so cocky
and no good night will ever knock me,
over
and I have never been merrilly sober
never did drugs, really never did anything
never was the type to buy a girl a ring
never imagined life after i finish school
always acting like I am a ****ing fool
dissapointment is my neighbor
my house is like a camp for labor

Life is a lesson with God as the grader
lived life with a broken heart
like someone decided to throw some darts
into my emotions
and my life just had a corrosion
I realized what it's like to be heartless
never answered when people said "God Bless"
never cared for cries of help
as I watched the child wale and yelp
some family members died,
and I experienced no pain
my dad thinks I have some mental strain
little does he know that how much I hate
to the point I almost saw the flaming gate
I don't know who it is that saved me
the lessons I learned made me who I am
and I will never regret
never did it for my fam
got new ambitions,
before I die
I will have a 51% piece of the pie

Oh man I forgot to make a hook
because I burried my nose inside my books
and I already experinced the world
shes a ***** that never ever leaves me,
happy,
my mood is always crappy,
and I never had a man to call pappy
never had a friend that I really trusted
always ditched me so I got busted
wasn't anything serious,
but its time for me to awaken
not to the smell of my mother's fresh bacon
this is the life a normal kid
who learned of the demons he had to get rid (echoed: off)
spoke to my father, realized that I didn't like him
always telling my mom to go hit up the gym
wasn't impressed when I could dunk on a rim
critizing me like I was his biggest failure
not impressed if I get a chance to go to Baylor
but don't feel pity, my life is not full of sadness
I have already experienced the madness
It better be smooth sailings from here
My past is behind, saw it in the rear

Very good man very good indeed. Definitely one of the better raps I have seen on this forum.

Hey, take some time & listen
Someone's blowin up my phone
I should answer but it's private
But what if it's my boyfriend
That's trippin cause I'm at the club
Nah, I don't think so. I don't even care where he's at soo

But I've been sippin so much
that i'ma answer anyways & i say
"**** you, at least I told where..I was going. You don't even care"
He says "I'm at home" I'm thinkin what a lier, I can hear a girl in that damn background.
(ooohh)

(Are you comin home now)

Nah, I'm just tired of your bullshit
Tell me, are you thinkin of changin
I said I'm just tired of your bullshit
And I'll start beleivin only if you make it

Uh, your always saying xo
But all your *****es heard that
you said I'll be the only
I guess i beleived you with some more of that
I'm leaving in the mornin
Is there any last words to be said, huh
But i don't even care
That I'ma just ignore you..

"**** you, i thought i loved you bad
Guess those times are over. well that's just to bad
I say **** you our times are already over
I'm goin to bed just to sleep it over

(did you hear me now?)

I'm just sayin "i can do better"
i think i've heard that lately
I'm just sayin we were never ment to be together
And I believed it, when you made me

I think i'm addicted to worthless guys
Sittin talkin bout me doin better
it just aint worth it
i guess i'm turnin my self around
outta these men
but **** it, i'm all good
I went to party, you a big party
I think i cheated, yeah i went to party
I was just wonderin, am i hungover
tell me now, your the only one i believe in
I need someone to listen to me
i've been so lonely
and men have been trusting me
they've paid for most of my things
i feel ashamed
I hardly knew them, some not even their names
after a while, i think i feel blamed
they've begged for sex, but i won't explain
Havin a hard time just bein friends
i need some vodka in that mixture, i've been goin crazy lately
your lucky that i stayed here
lucky about how i feel
I just need someone, maybe someone to put it all on

[sequel]

....

it's gettin hard to feel bad
for all those hard times that we had
when i always support you
but you seem to see right through
can't even say that we're sorry
and trust me i ain't needy
but i'm tired of this city
feels like i don't have a friend left
and they're so superficial
so come on tell me what's next
yeah i got a good deal
but i got it all through my sweat
and you're yellin in my ear now
except i don't really see how
any of this is my fault
when all i do is support you
even through your divorce
even through this discourse
strugglin through my own course
yeah
strugglin through my own thoughts
...

working like a slave and you're mad if i relax
used to have faith now i think i had a relapse
back to the times when i can't see the time pass
stuck in this moment three in the mornin
can't get no sleep but sleep ain't important
tell me that you miss me mean it when you kiss me
ex f*cked you over but i ain't f*ckin that guy
swear i been faithful promise that is no lie
all this investment should've learned my lesson
can't figure out if it's a curse or a blessin
should we stick it out or should we call it quits
all this frustration it makes me f*ckin sick
all these temptations but they ain't on my d*ck
i ain't even lookin sometimes i miss bein single
just to own my own ish with no other problems
wish i had the resources would love to help you solve them
lookin for some recourse tell me now be honest
are you slippin away?
is there much left to say?

you said you just got evicted
and i move you into my place
and you're drivin my car round
i don't recognize your face
how'd we make it work anyhow
i'm beginnin to question
but you don't have no answers

i said i miss my old life sometimes i want it back
even after all i've worked for all these things i have
i said f*ck the present i ain't kissin a*s
i miss appreciation for what i once had

oh no no...

i said f*ck you then if you hate me now
when i had your back the others weren't around
and i love you but i f*ckin hate this pain
and what you do to me it's drivin me insane

i'm just saying we can move on now
i'll start hatin only if you want to

i'm just saying we can move on now
i'll start hatin only if you want to