Thoughts

It's been a while

My flow is so high so now my thoughts are so clouded
i try to point the fake ones out but the room is so crowded
girls tell me they love me but i really doubt it
i wanna reach the top, before i get outed
I never thought id lose it all but now I cant find it
I used to run my life but now im fallin behind it
I wish I could go back, just rewind it
But the past is filled with sorrow
So I sit back and wait for tomorrow
My heart isn’t clean but it is hollow
No twitter, but people I don’t know still try to follow
Im tryna do it right because theres nothing left
I dont think dreams come true so no need for this wishing well
Don’t try to give me the world, you might f*ck up and give me hell
All of my friends tell me not to change
I tell them I won’t, wait, damn, whats ur name
I just wanna make it f*ck the fame
We all live different but die the same

My mind is blinded by the words that I'm not saying
I'm lied to a lot by the girls that I'm not laying
This life costs but I'm not paying
I used to be religious but I stopped praying
We toss rings to girls like tables with no coasters
I know I have skills but I'm no boaster
Good things take time and I'm a slow roaster
My dreams move away as I move closer
I promote the game but I'm no hoster
She says she can't do it on her own I say I won't host her
She tells me that she loves me I say I don't support the cause
So I tell her to wait till I'm ready... pause
I press play and the whole story’s over
I feel drunk but I know im sober
My dreams are crumbling, but I stand solid
Hi my name is Charles, And im a lifoholic
Travie mccoy sh*t
When my voice hit
They flip the script like they’re lines are on the back
I used to have a one way mind but now my life is off track

Good flow

Yeah good flow, this reads fast too, it doesn't get boring after 4 bars.

thanks