Help!!!

It's so controlling
something that I can't see
it wraps itself in shadow
blinded in the wake of catastrophe
a constant enigma
gnawing away at my brain
resolutely I take it
while you swing the cane

I am;
beaten once for twenty years
but still I live and I will never surrender, I'm a trooper at heart
driven by my hatred I will take it all, it makes me stronger,
tougher than my tormentors who I will outlast,
come hell or high water, I will survive.
In pain I devise my plan
I Will Survive!!!

Make Me Stronger!!!!

never ceasing
It hurts me even more now
motives hidden from my eyes
cruelty shutting me down
I toss and turn in the night
slipping through the folds of my dreams
pushing and calling me weak
am I really what I seem

I am;
beaten once for twenty years
but still I live and I will never surrender, I'm a trooper at heart
driven by my hatred I will take it all, it makes me stronger,
tougher than my tormentors who I will outlast,
come hell or high water, I will survive.
In pain I will devise my plan
I Will Survive!!

Making me ever Stronger NOW!!!!

now I'm stronger
I am the master
I crushed and broke it down
control it pleases
my deepest heart
It's broke now hear it groan

I am;
beaten once for twenty years
but still I live and I will never surrender, I'm a trooper at heart
driven by my hatred I will take it all, it makes me stronger,
tougher than my tormentors who I will outlast,
come hell or high water, I will survive.
In pain I will devise my plan
I Will Survive!!

I Am Stronger!!
I Am Cured!!
I Am Wonder!!
I Am The Strongest Of ALL!!!!