man im doin bad,but aint no point complain.
there's a real thin line between insanity and sane.
every day is stormy weather,so i just soke in the rain.
pouring salt into the wound,then peel the scab for the pain.
the beast within the cage but, the animal untamed.
the scars on the tissue ****ing up membrane.
find it hard to maintain.
going threw deeper elevation.
i got to have the real, the truth i
s my medication.
enter my meditation.
where my mind is just vacant.
i know my day is coming because, virtues is a patients.
but im tired warden and, its life facing.
know there's different levels of hell but its the bottom im placed in.

nobody knows the troubles i seen,
they dont know of the struggle.
i know you gotta feed the fam,
so i aint knocking your hustla.
every body say they different,
but still a piece of the puzzle.
but my immunity is low,
so stay the **** out my bubble.

on the coner with a sign, wrote will grind for knowledge.
his stories is lies, before for slaves we were scholars.
the one thing we worshiped, was never the mighty dolla,
im just tryna do me and, i feel like an imposture
my lifes in the ring, im a boxer.
got me dodging and ducking.
take the condom of gun, i go in raw when im busting.
wanna beleave in god but, have no faith i dont trust him.
some people dont even question.
so i guess that im different.
always took the time to talk but ,never took the time to listing.
im a slave to myself, sitting in a mental prison.
living off this sin and im tryna be forgiven.
at night i have vision.
in the day premonition.
wish i could walk off the face of the earth but, unable to go the distance.
everyone one disrepair snap of the finger... instant.
everybody switch roles half of these *****s is *****es.
all they want is money half of the *****es is leaches.
my soul deeper then the preachers.
if its truth yall seek.
i just hit rock bottom but i reached my peek.

nobody knows the troubles i seen,
they dont know of the struggle.
i know you gotta feed the fam,
so i aint knocking your hustla.
every body say they different,
but still a piece of the puzzle.
but my immunity is low,
so stay the **** out my bubble.

i love my daughter more than life its self,but my bm stressing me out.
this box is getting smaller how the **** ima get out.
if the seed was never fertilized how the **** can i sprout.
im feeling doubt.
i sit alone sometimes, and question if its worth it.
is it coincidental or do i really have purpose.
you can never breach my mind you can only scratch the surface.
wouldve been a freak of nature but i never joined the circus.
you flying high with the birds im on belly with serpents.
what you know bout feeling worthless.
trust me ,i got stripes.
i value your opinion,but **** you its my life.
do wrong or do to right.
gotta make a decision.
i ask myself can i go but dont give the permission.
so im in the same spot sitting.
and wishing,that i did.
life is what you make i tell me how the **** you live.
cuz im scared for the kids.
cause there really aint no future.
we was always hanging from the rope,the noose use to be looser..