Down but not out

Its hard to see beyond this cloud
Im looking but my heads held down
The meds they gave just blur my brow
I wish i lived in the here and now

I float inside the blackest of black
All i want are my feelings back
How did i get to be so low
Going to places i dont want to go

I hide beneath my quilt of denial
Waiting for that hint of a smile
The meds they gave just make me numb
I hate the way that ive become

I`ll keep on going wont let the darkness engulf me
I`ll crawl on my knees until my mind is free
The tears i cry will wash away all my sadness
And i will escape from this temporay madness

short but ingenious well done!!!

Thankyou so much

Hi! Referring to the meds you really know how to scare me! I know exactly what it's like and I hope you'll kick yourself back to the real world
IN TIME,babe, as this poem really shows your desire to go for it. All the best, Cat