i need help

I Need "tu No Estas" Lyrics By Rakim Y Ken-y In English Translation Please Nd Thank You!

why do i find it so hard to accept that your not here anymore
cause im drowning day by day thinking about this loneliness
cause iv got the hope that some day ull come back
and your not here

and i keep looking for you,
and i cnt help it mami, i keep missing you
and i dont know whats gonna happen if i keep searching for you
and i cnt avoid it, i keep missing you
and i dont know whats gonna happen, please just come back

i dont understand why u went and u cheated me
if last night u were mine and i could prove to you
that i was your man, i was your best lover
and now ur ****ing me around
why did u do me bad why did u leave
and now in my bed i find myself alone and sad
i loved you too much, i did loads of mischief for you
but you dont feel nething u tell me so easily
(chorus)
its cause i cnt no matter how i try
to get you out of me, out of my being
i dont want this, im sorry
if you took my feelings
its cause i cnt no matter how i try
to get you out of me, out of my being
i dont want this, im sorry
if you took my heart(..........)