How much wasted time
and evaporated illusions
irony which reflects the way
to hold onto my life and not feeling lonely
nobody is enough, all people are too much
and it’s like if the world was spinning in my shadow
now nothing and later everything
this is my punishment
everything now and nothing later
sad reward
look at me, look at me
desire to create
a sunrise
look at yourself, look at yourself
you’ve failed again
I’ve filled my mind
with lies and obsessions
my calm is disturbed by false contacts
false faces and I lose hope
nobody is enough
all people is too much
and it’s like if the world
was spinning in my shadow
now nothing and later everything
this is my punishment
everything now and nothing later
sad reward
look at me, look at me
desire to create
a sunrise
look at yourself, look at yourself
you’ve failed again
look at me
convince yourself
withered
empty
“If cats looked like frogs we'd realize what nasty, cruel little bastards they are. Style. That's what people remember.” ― Terry Pratchett.