Ημερολόγιο - Θηβαίος

Hello (Gia sou)

I am dying for the translation of "Ημερολόγιο" by Θηβαίος. I hope any1 can help me
thanks again

Did my best ^_^

All these years I've been looking for you in my maps
even though you never bent on my face
with your two lips, to leave
a breath in my life

Andmy prayer smells of alcohol
smoke and fever
in the glass-wave your name
I yell so my voice can be mirrored

so at the shore where you comb your hair can be heard
like a salty song that brings to you
the in-love water

& to the devil I sell my soul
so I can be found tonight wraped
in your body's seabed

somewhere the night in the middle of the sea is being hanged
at the sky's' noose
and the demon riding in the dark
seizes my "weak" ( not strong,on hold) wish

and like a firy star towards your island
fly my words
hurting the rocks and the sand
and nailing my soul in your comb

and drop by drop I slide
like a salty water in your shoulders
and in your precious neck

even if I know that he
who's in that rope ladder there, awaits me
so he can cut the rope

it's been years that across
flicker the lights of some land
the lights of some forgotten island
that they say are the peaks of heaven

but I know they are the seas craft
that shore does not exist
since no one ever went there
so I strongly hold on from your body

and in front of the damned
I pass like a shadow
that strolls in Hades
your sent

And say that Heaven for us , my little love
is to share this Hell together