I wrote this last year when I broke up with my first girlfriend so it was when i was an extreme amateur.


Broken Thoughts

The times I leave for myself
They are not for a comfort
These attempts to clear my mind
Fail and they no longer work

Staring through this window
The reflections in my eyes
Harder and harder to concentrate
All of my ideas, they end and die

I’m having broken thoughts again
Keeps bringing up the truth
I keep lying to myself
I’m not really over you
Trying to erase you from my dreams
But it can’t happen till I know
What am I holding on to
And why I can’t let it go

Now it is so hard to speak
Not a single sound will come
Nothing but you in mind
Can’t figure out what I’ve done

Why have you consumed me
Why won’t I fight against it
You were just too perfect to stay here
Still I never gave you that credit

Please just let the world go
And think of me once more

Please just let the world go
And think of me once more

I’m having broken thoughts again
Keeps bringing up the truth
I keep lying to myself
I’m not really over you
Trying to erase you from my dreams
But it can’t happen till I know
What am I holding on to
And why I can’t let it go

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe you were right
The things that I expected
Were too far out of sight

Maybe you were wrong
Maybe I was right
Having everything we’ve ever wanted
If we just tried it one more time

I’m having broken thoughts again
Keeps bringing up the truth
I keep lying to myself
I’m not really over you
Trying to erase you from my dreams
But it can’t happen till I know
What am I holding on to
And why I can’t let it go

I’m having broken thoughts again
Broken thoughts
I’m having broken thoughts again
Broken thoughts
Keeps bringing up the truth
I keep lying to myself
I’m not really over you