unconscious

something I wrote last week, but I'm still working on it x

Take my life, take my soul
Walk me to a world
Where we can lose control

Paint my face, disguise my eyes
Murder the innocent
Cause eventually everyone lies

Ever thought you were paranoid?
Ever thought you were left alone?
Never found anyone to fill the void?
Please keep in mind, you’re not the only one

Take my heart, take my mind
Make me unconscious
Cause we broke what made me blind

Honestly, I’m sick of life
scared to get lost in your lies
With nothing that remains
I wouldn’t leave much behind
But still I’m here
Postponing the end I fear

Ever felt like you didn’t belong?
Ever felt like everyone around you is a pretender.
Never found what you are looking for
To give up seems easier than to surrender

Honestly, I’m sick of life
Desperately searching a way out
Loneliness made me blind
An urge for a reason,
A reason to stay alive